i still love mystic river and sean penn. and im so happy im probably going to visit my own sean penn in less than 2 weeks. hes blonde and cuter than sean penn, hopefully i wont be struck by lightening for saying that. hopefully calling him 'my own' wont either. ahhhh yes, the butterflies, i love having them while they also tend to make me second ( Read more... )

until i get a second job so i can save up and instead of buying an iPhone for myself, buy my mams 2 tickets to see Bette Midler with her friend or something in Vegas for my birthday. not so much for me, ill probably chill in washington and visit family or go on a shopping spree in Caesar's Forum shops but yeaahhhh i put her through too much shit ( Read more... )

i know two tattoos i want already and im just waiting for the specific events in my life of true actualization to happen before i can commemorate then and drill them into my skin permanently?
i say hell no, fuck you.

<3 mom
<3 leon

forever

i know what people are talking about when they say you dont know the value of something until its gone.

but now i know what it is to lose something you could have had but just never made a real attempt to attain, and it is much worse.

RIP 어머니

today i found out how peaceful running errands can be. after a full nights rest, which is so rare these days, following a night of bong hits and bottles of champagne, they way i should always spend my hours of 5pm-10pm, i went to the bookstore. i picked up a bunch of things ive been looking up, mostly its one of the only places i feel that if i ( Read more... )

after making peace with the outside world and actually going out the whole weekend, after what has been mostly a 2 week long weed induced hibernation, im left wanting to talk someones ear off without knowing what exactly i could say to really explain how i feel right now ( Read more... )

i just got back from the park plaza hotel; i stayed there for 2 days so i coudl escape reality and seeing a mouse in my apartment.
i havent been to class all week, i have so much stuff to do, i spent all my money on room service, and i dont want to do anything now except move back home. this place is bringing me down.

i got the green light, so right now my focus is shifted towards attaining these ( Read more... )

just in case you havent seen it the other 28798274982374 places i posted him...i give you my baby, Napolean AKA Leon AKA Nappy D. Napolean cause he's a strong leader and phsycially strong (look at those shoulders!!!), Leon cause its one of the best movies of all time and hes sincere and a gentle giant, and Nappy D just because hes got baller roots ( Read more... )

i got some pocket change and an amazon.com GC for an unknown amount today but so far i plan on buying ( Read more... )