i dont know what to fucking do. Future is fucked. im just doomed to working a series of minimum wage grunt jobs until i die. Ill be lucky even if i get those. All my options are shot. Im fucking 47, im not going to be able to get into anything on the ground floor where theres potential to "work my way up." 

It was too long. It was boring. It felt really anticlimactic. It was nowhere near as fun as infinity war. Ive watched infinity war a ton of times. I probably wont watch endgame again.

This, and Red Dead Redemption 2, I was so psyched up for them and they were SO utterly dissapointing.

"i hope our last few remaining friends give up on trying to save us! i hope we come up with a fail safe plot to piss off the dumb few that forgave us!

i hope the fences we mended, fall down beneath their own weight, and i hope we passed the last exit-i hope its already too late!

i hope i cut myself shaving tommorow! i hope it bleeds all day long!

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got banned for a week for posting a pic of Hitler with Bert from Seseme Street.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vm-NW1RwPY8&list=RDVZ6O7Jk4MXs&index=2

GAME OF THRONES IS JUST FINE. ITS THE FANS THAT SUCK.

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The job is going good. I like it. It turns out the difference in pay rate was a big mistake/misunderstanding. The independent contractor position is for people with much more court experience than I have. I shouldve been a minimum wage employee from the start, according to them, someone made a mistake. But I have the option to switch over after I ( Read more... )

Ive been close to jobs before that didnt pan out. Never this close, though. I hope this isnt charlie brown with the football, again.

I found the best fucking thing ever.

THE RUBBER BANDITS.

I discovered them because they had a clip in "trainspotting 2" and i looked them up.

GO WATCH EVERYTHING THEY HAVE ON YOUTUBE. RIGHT NOW. THEY ARE THE BEST.

It will make you laugh and momentarily take your mind of your sad, pathetic life.

Start with "Dad's Best Friend", or "Bag of Glue