Title: satin in a coffin[s/a]
notes: a little something i posted on SATD that got rejected for BAD GRAMMAR. bullshit. if anyone still reads this, then im that much more grateful.
standalones (
well you disappeared so often, like you dissolved into coffee )
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like when you've spent your entire life wishing for something but not knowing what
and then you find it, on the screen of a computer in gray text. something you wish you could have done, but you're glad you didnt. i don't know how to tell you what my heart did, but it felt numb and hot in places and it was like i found something intangible behind my eyelids. fuck, jess, this is amazing, but you already know i think that. when i first read this, i cried and what was once intangible wasnt anymore and fuck i missed your words.
This is like vaccuming up ants.
Off the carpet.
but you know the rest.
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i love you.
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satd is ridiculous, don't even worry about it
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thank you.
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I just wanted to tell you that this was written years ago (years ago can you believe it? the actual passing of time, a person I once knew) and its still beautiful, has stood the test of time.
And jesus christ I was feeling nostalgic, going through old bandom crap and reading some of your work and then reading some of mine.
You were definitely the better writer. And its weird because I'm feeling proud of you for stuff that you wrote three years ago. Anyway I guess what I'm saying is that I kind of miss you, hope you're doing well. I don't even know if you'll get this but "hey."
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ohmygod, thank you.
hope youre doing well too, its been a long time!
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