Every goddamn time

[radlith]

So close to breaking through my shyness (cowardice) and then something comes up. Every time. I know it's just sneaky like that, but this keeps happening, and I have to wonder if it's a good idea to let myself continue to feel feelings still. I know what I want and I think I know how to get it and I think I could even force myself to do that, but

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[retrogradeheart]

This is all good.