Times are going well. Last week I made the monumental error of transgressing to my old summertime habits of sleeping too much and not going to class. But I fixed it! This week I went and it was lovely and I did my work and that was fine. I feel so on top of it all. But Mid-Term Week is next week. I have all three mid-terms to take! And a shitload ( Read more... )

I fail at life a lot. Granted, I succeed at life a lot too. But I think I fail more than I succeed. It's kind of annoying ( Read more... )

so I always hear my basement mate Don watching movies (the walls/door are quite thin) but... it's weird - "You've fucked with the wrong warrior" just floated through my eardrums just now - because whenever I do overhear his movies, without fail I hear the characters repeating the lines they're saying 2 or 3 times over ( Read more... )

When do intense mood-swings end? I thought they said that mood-swings were characteristic of puberty but here I am about 5 years past puberty and I still have intense mood-swings. It's tied to the situations I'm in... that's normal right ( Read more... )

Hey Jesus,

So I found today to be one of those days that sometimes come along. It was a real Day of a day. Sometimes I feel like the "Day" in itself is so inappropriate when it comes to situational temporality - Wait is that even a word? I don't know, but regardless of if it is or isn't, a true Day feels to me different than the day where the sun ( Read more... )

So I've been battling a species of spider called Callobius Severus. They have no common name, but they're a species that lives in the Northwestern Pacific Northwest and frequents crawl-spaces, attics and basements, i.e. my current apartment. I didn't notice their presence at all until a week ago. Since then, I've seen four of the little bastards ( Read more... )

I've been meditating upon confidence off and on for the last 2 years. During the last 2 weeks I think I have hit upon some (perhaps apparent) truths about my situation. The change in location is directly tied to my initial diminishing of confidence in the world, my horizons having been both broadened and transformed at once, and the resulting shock ( Read more... )

i'm sick. and i hate it. i looked at my throat last night i think it might be my tonsils. i dont' remember ever having them taken out during my life... and honestly i don't know what tonsils look like (aside from seeing Lindsay's inflamed ones a while back) so i dunno. but i think that's where all this sick is coming from. my sinuses are shot to ( Read more... )

yada yada yada I woke up with an Intennesseely painful throat and I had to ask myself: "what did you do to deserve this?" which I couldn't come up with an answer for because I been puttin out enough good energy into the world (or trying my hardest to) but I get sick anyhow. I din't want to call in sick though so it was off to the mines for me and ( Read more... )

I tried going to sleep tonight and it just wouldn't happen. I think it's the mood this book I've been reading has put me in: Douglas Coupland's 'Girlfriend In A Coma' - and no it's not a Smiths reference even though that's all I've heard from people ("Oh like the Smiths song?"). It's about aging and losing your way, or perhaps not really having a ( Read more... )