lately I've been feeling some things.
things I can't quite put into words.
It's the strangest array of things I want to say,
but I scarcely believe that you've heard
what I've shouted til now, what I've screamed in your face
what I've pleaded and begged for you to take from this place
and I've lost my little voice, and I can't grow much bigger,
I've done ( Read more... )

no lies, just love.
scratch that.
no lies, no love.

clearly some things are just misconceptions, things we think we want.
and then we don't miss them and we know things will be okay.
I hope you keep believing Ty's warped information.
that way you never come back.
Good luck at your audition.
Good luck, and good riddance.

but in the shortest sense possible. This week went by quickly, as they often do these days ( Read more... )

My mommy begged me not to move out.
So I think I'll stay a while.
the reality is, I can totally afford to leave. I make so much money, and it feels fucking good.
I finally feel like at least all this work is worth it.
I will be out of debt so soon.
in like 3 months all of my debt will be cleared!

as for the realms in my life that cannot be fixed so ( Read more... )

I need to make up my fucking mind about everything.
I'm sitting in limbo right now.
I need to pick a level.
It all seems like hell anyhow,

Jon and I went to Jamie's tonight.
It was his last night in town, and he's going home tomorrow at 7am to join his brother.
they will be missed.
It was scary in that house...again.
I was too scared even to pee.
which was pretty unfortunate, since I always feel the need to pee.

In a wierd wayy I'll miss Jamie.
lol, it isn't like I see him often, but now I ( Read more... )

funny.

I've worked all the meat of these tired bones.
I feel like I've got nothing left to hand over
and it eats at me when I'm left alone.

And I'm not sure what the trouble was--
That started all of this.
The reasons all have run away,
But the feeling never did.
It's, not somethin' i would recommend, but it is one way to live.
'Cause what is simple in the moonlight,
By the mornin' never is.

Bright eyes certainly captures the way that I feel at any given moment,
maybe because they have ( Read more... )

For no particular reason at all ( Read more... )