Hmmm...

[rae_la_fai]

Seems as if I have been using the whole busy schedule to avoid certain thoughts and feelings that I have not been dealing with concerning the ex. Concerning my anger, and my hurt, and my utter dissappointment at him being a messed up little fraidy cat. Why do real women(read:not fake, not easy, and definitely challenging) scare the hell out of the

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Re: Well....

[rae_la_fai]

I don't know I am starting to doubt it. I am also not willing to settle. I am also not really looking right now, too busy with life. I guess I am just tired of the options that were being handed to me. I also have this huge desire to take up my friends offers to get in a car, go to Texas, and kick Brian's ass for screwing it up twice. I am also a little dissappointed with myself for giving him a second chance. At least now he really has given me something to be angry at him for, which means there is a chance I will really get over him this time.