I am so tired of this depression.
I'm trying very hard not to let it affect anyone else, but I know I'm not completely succeeding at that.
I also know that most of it is self wrought. My fault, and no one else's.
But it still hurts. I miss her, and try as I might, I can't just say 'alright, I give' and just accept it.
Its so much easier to let
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