man. i thought when i got to Amsterdam id be so overhelmed with work and such i wouldnt think of certin things. and i really ask God to reveal things to me here..and guide me with my next step...and a few other things in my life. and now my second week in and my heart is really back to the same spot and  im afraid.

inconsistantancy scares me.

yesterday was Easter..it was a strange one ya being in another country...not having th fams around but its ok.

first thing in the morning yesterday i went to the Anne Frank House...it was really good...very interesting..while standing inline i wa pretty shocked to think the Nazi German Army would walk the same streets i did looking for Jewish people ( Read more... )

 
today was my first day of work.it was cool.i cooked breakfast...actually i learned to cook the breakfast and a second later learned how to cook it fast.:) it RULED.

i bumped into a gal (martina) with my bike..cause my bikes to big for me my legs are little..im gonna talk to the dude that handles bikes and see if i can get a kid bike or something of ( Read more... )

tonight was fun with the friends.very busy yet very fun at the same time.my camera died so i dont have any pictures.

this gent asked me to couple skate.ha i did but then i fell and scratched my knee so we stopped.it was silly.

i leave thursday.

Amsterdam will change my life.

and for the record Rocky RULES. 1-6

i quit drinking coffee.yeah.gezz.

for some reason we just can't get it together.
he stays.why?
im afriad of rejection.
and hes afraid of stepping up. great combo.

Sat=last day of work.Amen!

yikes.
i need to get to Amsterdam fast.

today at work i was ...you know working...and i randomly thought of this gent. i totally broke out into smile (you know the smile you hope no one sees cause they'll think yer weird for smiling for nothing) i thought of his cute face he makes when hes listening to me talk...and sometimes he looks striaight into my eyes and gets me nervous that i ( Read more... )

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