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[raerae420]

If my life got anymore plain and boring suicide would be a low point. I woke up this morning and went to church knowing that the sermon was going to be for me. I love my preacher. I love the song leader. I love my church. I am so out of it these days I could not be moved. On the way home all I could think about was what is the point. I am 22 years

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[jump_or_die]

Oh baby. If I care about you as much as I do, and I've only met you once, there must be several out there that you mean the world to. This will all sound so trite, but I've been hospitalized a few times for suicide attempts, so maybe it'll have a little more meaning coming from me. You can't see what meaning your life has have now. It's there... I'm a strong believer that everything happens for a reason. Gah, I sound so cliche right now, but I really do believe in that with every fiber of my being. Just simply live one day at a time. Do what you need to to make you joyful NOW. Just do it, and recognize that you owe yourself that. Make long term goals, decide on something that you think you would like, and if you realize that's what you're doin' now, by all means, just do that now. There's no shame in working where you do; it gives you a paycheck, right?

You'll be okay, love. Just live a little at a time. Do what makes you the happiest. (smile)