Anger

[raerae420]

I dont think that I have ever been so mad in my life. I hate everyone. Okay not everyone but I could at any given moment. If some one looks at me funny or asks me a stupid question I just want to scream and hit them. What do people want from me. I am stressed out and I am tired. I am mad at everyone in the hospital. My poor baby has been in there

Comments

[anonymous]

well if you DO feel the need to snot on someone... ;-) I'm sorry people have gotten you down. I sure hope it wasn't me. I've been trying to leave my problems at home... I'm wondering if Lilly-Q's docs know 100% what they are doing... they really should be letting you know if there's something there that they are having doubts about, or whatever. Anyway, you have *hugs*.

... Jompz ...

[anonymous]

you never get me down. I know that I mean alot to you because you truly never want to burden me. However in the end it hurts because i feel like you feel that you cant talk to me. If I have ever done anything in the past to make you feel like you cant talk to me I am sorry. I dont deserve you because you are such a giver for years now you have always given me a shoulder to snot on or a listening ear or just a hug and have never asked or taken anything in return. That is how I know you care, but I feel like such a leech and a taker. Know that you can talk to me

[anonymous]

I don't feel that I can't talk to you. I know that if I need a shoulder to blubber on or some advice, or just someone to vent to, you're always there for me. Maybe it's because I try too hard to keep it all inside that it seems like I don't talk to you about those kind of things. You've never done anything to make me feel like I couldn't tell you anything. And I know that no matter what, you'll keep what I tell you to yourself and not spread my tea around. You're definitely not a leach or a taker... I haven't gotten to see you as much as I usually like, but I've been kind of busy and you've had your hands full. I can't expect you to drop everything, that would be selfish and others need you more. At least we always know we can talk to each other about things, and I hope it will always be that way.

If this didn't make sense, please forgive me... it's 1:30 in the morning and I was stupid once again.

~Jompz~