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raevenstear

I just want to say:

Apr 24, 2005 22:50

Prom sucked... I believe it was very well one of the worst nights of my life. The one night when a girl is really supposed to feel beautiful and special and... and.... everything, and I didn't. I felt lonely, unpretty, worthless... I felt like shit. I felt like nothing. Ashley and Jiggs were so wrapped in each that I was lucky to even catch her ( Read more... )

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fiain April 25 2005, 09:22:44 UTC

Prom is one of those things that are made to sound so amazing. Like your eighteenth birthday, or graduation. One of those milestones that are made such a big deal of that you expect it to be utterly amazing ( ... )

raevenstear April 30 2005, 17:08:41 UTC

Yea, I know, I forgot tradition doesn't work me... like... ever.

*snuggles* what would I do without you to slap me in the head and remind me to be unstupid. *winks*

fiain April 30 2005, 22:29:13 UTC

::snuggles back and sighs::

Meh. I doubt I affected much. But thank you.
I'm glad your humour is up again.

raevenstear May 2 2005, 03:05:28 UTC

Show closed tonight... I may soon be regaining some semblance of life again.

oh and by the way... fiain April 25 2005, 09:24:16 UTC

I am real tired of hearing about people not appreciating how beautiful you are. Do I need to rape you in the center of your town or something? Are people fucking blind down there? Jesus.

Alden raevenstear April 30 2005, 17:07:35 UTC

I met a boy thursday night... he's from Boston, an Elon student, adorable... and he thinks I'm lovely.

Re: Alden fiain April 30 2005, 22:27:32 UTC

Good.

Good.

Don't accept anything less.

Re: Alden raevenstear May 2 2005, 03:04:42 UTC

But I'm not sure he's.... compatible with me. He's terribly sweet but... some of his opinions of people are kind of... not so good.

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sorry... fiain April 25 2005, 09:28:07 UTC

I know you're getting tired of my comments on this, but one more thing that in my strange overworked mind seemed fitting:

"You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something, build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete." -Buckminster Fuller

cheshire_ocelot April 27 2005, 17:56:13 UTC

*hugs tight* from dawn and I both, love, it doesn't matter how the people at your school treat you or see you. what matters is how you see you. what matters is you looking in your mirror and nodding and smiling to yourself, knowing that you're making of yourself what you want to be. what matters is that you can brush them off and laugh because you're so far beyond them. as you say, they're hollow and shallow, and utterly worthless to you and your life. it doesn't matter what they say or do, because they will slide off your back and away like leaves in a hurricane the minute you are done with school, the minute you know you are done with them. you are beautiful to us, my dearest one. you are loved, and wanted, and cared for, even if we can't reach out and wrap you up ourselves in the flesh. that will come soon enough, love ( ... )

raevenstear April 30 2005, 17:10:49 UTC

Oh... my ultimate fantasy... to make a little Korean man blush. *smirks*

Don't worry... summer is on it's way and I will be down there soon enough. I just wish your dad and sue would e-mail me back. *hrmphs*

*nibbles on*

*huggles* cheshire_ocelot May 2 2005, 21:14:01 UTC

awww but making the little Korean man blush is fun... he's so cute trying not to watch dawn jiggle madly about the dance floor... and he threatened to throw toothipicks at the dawn's boobs... oh and jeff actually went with and DANCED!!!! *giggles* you must come a-dancing :D we will have much funs, pardess ocelot and raeven :nodnod:

Re: *huggles* raevenstear May 3 2005, 00:15:35 UTC

I will, I will... no worries. But I've got about a month-ish or 2

Lucky 32 sucks ball sack. anarchyash April 29 2005, 19:14:46 UTC

If it's any consolation to you, my night sucked too.

I know you think that I was wonderful and happy because Jiggs and I were together or whatever BUUUT, he pissed me off a lot almost the entire night. The reason I couldn't just leave him alone at prom was because he didn't know anyone and you know how nervous he gets like that...

AND we didn't even stay long at the actual prom because dancing isn't my scene, it was ugly, and I hated all the people there with the exclusion of you, alex, and a few select others.

I wanted you to come and hang out with me when we got the room but you didn't want to, and that even hurt my feelings a little bit.

You were beautiful Rebecca, and you always are ( ... )

Re: Lucky 32 sucks ball sack. raevenstear April 30 2005, 17:14:45 UTC

Aww.. Ash I love you. I didn't realize it hurt you for me not to want hang out with you guys at the room, I just... I didn't want to feel like the third wheel and I didn't want to be intruding on you guys either.

You were so beautiful that night too... Yes, we will totally go out next time we're both free and have a fucking awesome time. And, if I may remind you, I still owe you dinner at Nikita's and a bottle of... what was it? Vanilla rum?

Re: Lucky 32 sucks ball sack. pardess May 2 2005, 21:09:21 UTC

*raises eyebrow and wonders what the rebbie is thinking after she swore off the alcohol* *disapproving look* If you are gonna drink at least do it down here with me so I at least know you ae taken care of dammit

Re: Lucky 32 sucks ball sack. raevenstear May 3 2005, 00:13:30 UTC

Hey now, this is a promise I made to her a few months ago when she finally got rid of the dumb jackass she'd been dating... I promised dinner at Nikita's (an indian restaurant) and a bottle of whatever she wanted cause we were going to celebrate.