Without pain there is no pleasure

[rafikiman]

Haven't really had enough time to update. But, things had gotten progressively worse over the past few days until now, I will get to that later. I had a whole bunch of things that I had been looking forward to for a while just get completely smashed. Not cool at all. If I didn't have music and Christine to talk to, I would be dead.(No offense to

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[teardropleaves]

hey sexyman, its carter, add me to ur list!!!

[sexyflutie]

hey babe its bri..add me to ya list..

im here

[anonymous]

Hey hun... Im so sorry I havent seen it. I didnt know u were in this deep. A couple things...first, no u do not need the opposite sex to survive, i know from experience. second, I wish u'd call me. u know im here for u whenever u need a helping hand. I just want u too know ur not alone in all this. I consider u one of my greatest friends and i would hope u feel the same, after all we've been through i would hope u know i still care for u. u are a great guy and i know someday u will be a great man in many people's eyes and hearts. another thing, u and i both know that, yes, there are people worse off than u, but i also know that saying that doesnt make u feel any better. just remember that there are people whose lives u have touched and this place wouldnt be the same without u here w/ us. dont loose hope and dont loose sight of ur dreams and u will have many more better days. live for those better days. god has a special place next to him for u. i love u to death so dont ever hesitate to call.
Maddison