so is that what you call a getaway ( Read more... )

get over some how
my drama queen
old wounds & rebounds
old hat, new scene
i got the time
you've got the notion
new faces repeat
my drama queen

all the rose petals have dried before me just as your tears have chosen to wither ( Read more... )

ill be the king of the sky
you can wonder where i land
im falling together
alone in wonderland.........

& it's been to get to me. that i know more about the stars & seas then i do of whats in your head....

& all i can taste is this moment
& all i can breathe is your life
cause sooner or later it's over
i just don't want to miss you tonight

& i don't want the world to see me
cause i don't think that they'd understand
when everything's made to be broken
i just want you to know who i am

& you can't fight the tears that ain't coming ( Read more... )

oh my panic suppressant, my painkiller, my drunken ninja

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a thank you wld have been nice

this is why my expectations of you are low.

it suddenly seems all wrong to me--- the kisses, the tenderness, the desire. nothing is right. it was a betrayal of everything i loved and had loved.

i find the map & draw a straight line. over rivers, farms, & state lines. the d i s t a n c e from here to where you'd be. it's only finger-lengths that i see. i touch the place where i'd find your face. my finger in creases of distant dark places ( Read more... )