things will be things.
hands happen
hearts break,
what else is new right?

i've discovered something.
something i cant say i've just gotta show you.
so far i've shown 4 people,

it's so nice that i left the house in
dirty painting clothes,
all sunburnt w/o mizake-up...
and was calm and alive the whole day.

i love discovering things.
suckas

today bill is hanging out w/ lisa
and im jealous...
cause he didn't ask me to come
i feel like just driving down
and hunting them down
...like chicken

i definetly think i just found something
thats not like chicken
...hunting down cool kids is nothing like chicken.

i just want to have fun,
these days i dont even know how to have fun.

lets see what do i do for fun....
i sew, or paint, or dance.

all of these anti-social activities.
i cant sew with someone,
i cant paint with someone,
and i only know how to dance with myself.

so i had a dream ( Read more... )

the dresden dolls ( Read more... )

this house is defeating me really it is ( Read more... )

Q: if 2 stranger-esk people are walking towards each other from opposite directions, how do you know if you should look at them and smile or look down and keep walking and ignore them ( Read more... )

everything kinda went down the tubes
i might lose my grant
then not be able to go to school anymore
then what?
doom

definetly thumbs way way down ( Read more... )

Im tired of having music as my key connection to people ( Read more... )