I have been pretty happy latley. Which feels wierd saying. I need to work on myself. I need to talk, and not coward in the corner. and draw better. i like a boy alot. thats all i will say. i found a amazing song. the lyrics are so understanding. I am listening to it now. I have been a bit happier at school, a better and a bit more talkative mood. ( Read more... )

i had a really good day to day ( Read more... )

private entry.
(secret)

i jsut did a bunch of lottery scratchers and now my finger hurts alot.

i took a 5 hour nap, and i could have left my house but i didnt get the message until after i woke up

i have tiki punch soooooda.

some super ugly socks.
and i need to pee again.
and now i am making a private entry.

im not going to shower anymore. i want to see how long i can go. and not change my clothes ehter, i want to see if i can get pulled our of class and think my mom doesnt take care of me, jsut because i can. i just need somehting to do.
and i feel like i want a pot of coffee, i feel like a zombie right now.
and i feel like punching erin in the face

i jsut really hate myself and i have no idea why.
its jut my personality and for no reason at all.
im stupid.
and im to weird....

i dont want a bf. i changed my mind. they suck anyways. i just want a bunch of friends with penis's. cuase girls kinda suck major and total asshole ( Read more... )

Im in another one of those moods were i just feel sad and mopey and just want brent and nothing else ( Read more... )

the ims that i get that always offer "sexy webcams" and "hot college girls". aol wont leave me alone with them and i hate thems o i am seeing how many i can get ( Read more... )

my mom say me suicide girls ( Read more... )

this is complete and total arse ( Read more... )