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[ragdollnezzy]

Well, seeing Ryan's fam was good today, even though it's always really hard to see the family of someone who just died. I guess it was different than going to Dean's house afterwards, because i've known them for such a long time and i'm always so excited to see them and i never thought i'd have to go there for that reason. It felt better to see

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[captain_jester]

I'm glad you got to write teh letter too E-Hurl...I try to always tell people how much they mean to me...just in case

[ragdollnezzy]

yeah. I think when people are suicidal they like don't believe how much they mean to you, or think you're just saying it or something. But I guess i'll try to make more of in effort to let everyone know just why i love them so much. it certainly can't hurt.

[anonymous]

Erin, you put a smile on my face. I can picture Karen hitting a rabbit, LOL! And I'm glad to hear you are thinking of the happy times. Make sure you always carry those memories with you. It's a shame Ryan didn't or couldn't realize tomorrow is always a better day. And by the way I would love to see the pic of him. Aunt Karen

[ragdollnezzy]

thanks for writing, there are so many awesome memories of him, i think i am going to write them all down so i always remember. i'll probably try to post a lot of pictures soon, they are all when we were really little but they are so cute and he is so happy and goofey in all of them everyone should see them!

Ryan

[anonymous]

Erin,

This is Ryan's ex-girlfriend. I feel like I know you even though we've never met. I just thought you would like to know that Ryan spoke of you often and never had a bad thing to say. I know you meant the world to him. I'm sure writing that letter to him meant more then you will ever know. Take care!

Re: Ryan

[ragdollnezzy]

thanks a lot for writing me this, it means so much to me to know that. i know everyone is hurting really bad so thanks a lot for reaching out like that

Ryan

[anonymous]

Erin! This is Candy from high school... Ryan was my boss at Petsmart. I had no idea you were friends... we all miss him dearly. He was so special. :(