It's been a while, sure it's always been a while. Things are so wrong. I know you could tell by that last entry my world was on a quick decent to nothingness. Then I got involved in getting the idiot son of an asshole out of office and I had hope, something to look forward to, you know? That failed. Now I'm back to nothingness, nothing to look ( Read more... )

A couple of weeks ago, Matt found out his ( Read more... )

Yea that means I plan to complain a lot during this entry. I'm nineteen.. hear that nineTEEN so I can still whine like a teenager.

Firstly, I would like to make a complaint against younger, stupider, fake wannabe who wannabe Lizs. I could live with that... maybe. When guys who were good friends of mine or that even liked me at one point then ( Read more... )

~::I AM BACK::~

Wow, it's been a reeeeeally long time. A lot has happened. My senior year came and went. Well thats avoiding a lot I suppose. My senior year began pretty well. I found a stray cat, Jimmy. I saved his life and he loves me so much. We're great buddies. I was a student secretary for Scarlato and I was editor of the newspaper which ( Read more... )

- Things fall apart, they say. And this week... Everything in my life has done so. I feel it crumbling, bit by bit, in every inch of my bones. I am failing in school and my life is failing also. It is all but demolished, and this is a direct result of my poor decision-making skills... i have none. I find escape- from here, from my life- to be the ( Read more... )

Its been a rainy, awful, lazy week. It's that feeling you get when the temperature rises above 80 degrees and you just want it to be summer. You don't want to put up with school or work anymore. You just want to relax... Which is why I've decided to take the day off today.

The great Layne Staley was found dead in his home late friday night, ( Read more... )

Well i have a four day weekend and i am enjoying it to its fullest. Im losing my mind a bit though. Lots of arguing. Saw Black Hawk Down Friday. What an awesome movie. Nothing like a good gorey action movie to ease the heart ( Read more... )

The semi was last night. It was a beautiful night i must admit.I am truly against those sort of dances, yet i went. For matt. Things were great for a night. Yet now i find myself lost in a pit of confusion. well...yea.

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*thanksgiving just past and i am at the moment enjoying a well deserved break. I spent that amazing holiday with my family and matt. It was practically perfect, From beginning to end. I couldnt have asked for anything more.

::*:: Yesterday matt and i went to the store but i kept getting these awful headaches. We went to taco bell for lunch, then ( Read more... )

~All my life i believe i have cherished every moment to its fullest. I take the smallest things and make them seem so important. Maybe that is a bad thing. Matt and I still fight non stop, but our love for eachother grows each day. I finally saw my band, Tool, live. That was a while ago but definately worth mentioning. Matt and I went to a wedding ( Read more... )