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Rejecting Today's Existence
My linguistic skills are failing to label this new level of low... Tomorrow better have rainbows made of teeth rotting candy and free *expensive* anime or I just might lose it! Add in some happy pills that won't mess up my regular meds and I may make it through the weekend without pulling out the straight jacket... Someone lace up the threads ( Read more... ) -
20 Tall...
I wrote this a while back and for some unknown reason it was never posted... So here you go- Enjoy ( Read more... ) -
... again
constantly critiquing myself to the point of disease ( Read more... ) -
less like fog- more like LA smog...
I know I never write on here anymore- I've been to busy to stop and think, much less write... I hate when I don't get to write SOMETHING! I feel lost without writing poetry or working on my story, or venting on here for that matter... I've been in a fog lately- and not the fun kind... I found out last Tuesday that I have asthma by passing out ( Read more... ) -
My life- to the tune of a guitar named Prudence...
I know I've been absent(minded)lately, but my son Roman recently started therapy for Sensory Integration Disorder, so I have therapy with him 2-3 times a week, add in homeschooling my daughter Raven, it equals no spare time at ALL! I got a new sauntering iron for Christmas and it's still in it's package! I have worked on some new hair pieces after ( Read more... ) -
the passenger-
i'm at a loss for how to equate the mood Ihave been in as of late. I miss... myself. i almost feel like the real me is the passenger in "my car of life" that is being driven by what i have become... most people know that my health has been pretty bad for about 6 years now, and it's almost like illness has changed who i am. can you believe that ( Read more... ) -
Black holes and revelations...
So I've referred to Fort Bragg as a cess pool and the ghetto's ghetto, but now i can officially say that I'm allergic to that army base and the town around it... because i was up there for two weeks sick as a dog, i'm having to have a ct scan of my sinus's and I've pulled a few muscles in my chest... i feel like crap and I'm not aloud to do any ( Read more... ) -
Current drug of choice...
I've come to the conclusion that McDonalds sweet tea is made entirely of liquid crack... TJ and I happen to be hooked on the junk ( Read more... ) -
writers block...more like writers dam...
the cynical, manipulative child that I can be, is having to be silenced as I type... I feel like I should be more mature at my age, but the ability do do so escapes me... I'm amidst a writers block... well, more like a writers proverbial "hoover dam"... I feel that I could write, and have great things spew forth from my mind, but I'm being held ( Read more... )