I’m swept up in a tornado of thoughts. My mind tends to break it's leash and run happily into the middle of the proverbial freeway. I find myself craving my mindset of old. Morbid, sarcastic, and flat out sadistic. This, my friend, is a product of boredom. When Jon is around, I simply don't have this problem. I only have a handful of people that I ( Read more... )

i've nothing really to do as of late. i'm so freakin board. i attempted to have a night out with a new friend, but she got food poisining... so that kinda killed things. i've got so much i want to do before i go see jon. (16th and 17th of feb.) I MISS HIM SOOOOOOO MUCH! life is rough without my best friend around. well, gotta get going. i just got ( Read more... )

Ten Top Trivia Tips about RaiJ!

1. Owls cannot move their eyes, because their eyeballs are shaped like RaiJ.
2. Koalas sleep for 22 hours a day, two hours more than RaiJ.
3. White chocolate isn't technically chocolate, because it doesn't contain RaiJ.
4. A thimbleful of RaiJ would weigh over 100 million tons!
5. In the Spanish edition of Cluedo, RaiJ is the victim ( Read more... )

jon comes home sunday, but just for two weeks, so i'm finding things to do until then... have a sample.


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i was in a car accident yesterday. a lady pulled out in front of me (passenger)and my grandmother (driver), and all i have to show for it is a few bruises from the seatbelt and a stiff shoulder. there is a girl at work that i call "sunshine bear" because she is always happy, like "care bear" happy. i know that half of it is from the caffine mints ( Read more... )

I walk the streets of Japan till I get lost ( Read more... )

as most of you know, i work at wal-mart. and as most of you know, the xbox 360 came out today... you know, it's not fun holding back a riot... anyway, jon set out for basic today, so the riot was a welcomed excape from my thoughts. john, a friend at work, has been my buddy and aggreed to lend me anime while my "jon" is away. i must say, excel saga ( Read more... )

well, jon lost his job monday, happy halloween to us! i'm stressed, depressed and ready to punch a few people... i had a lot of plans for the holidays, but until he can find another job, i have to put those on hold. i have been in such a bad mood. life is not what it should be right now. i expected jon to keep his job, and i expected to go about ( Read more... )

my life amounts to nothing more than work as of late, granted, i'm making good money, but that's all i'm doing. i miss spending time with my family. on my 2 days off per week, i try to scramble around and get everything done that i couldn't do the other five days. it wouldn't be so bad, but i work such strange hours, and i don't know which days i' ( Read more... )

i'm having a bad day (understatment) so, here's more pix from awa-con to remind my of when i didn't desire to kill certain people that shall remain nameless.


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