Im sitting here in this smelly place updating my Lj because its really slow and no one is comming in today for some reason ( Read more... )

Im feeling kind of blue, and lonely too.

And when you got angry I was sad for some days
but I'm feeling much better
I just sleep it away
now it's just like
we never were
some things go bad just because

I want sex. Bad.

I stood in the far corner of the shower. Cold water splashed on my foot as I waited for it to warm up. I couldnt wait to be clean. My naked body huddled against the plastic shower curtain and my skin reeked of cigarettes and mosquito spray. I regarded the act of showering almost as a chore. A laborious act that, if not for the sake of cleanliness, ( Read more... )

Sparkling.
I see in the shallow sun just before night.
I think-
how much I wanted to love this place.
To feel resolved.
Energized I still feel so close.
Im flushed and at attention.
Sleep isnt as attractive to me anymore,
I want to be awake
I only need to understand myself
and find a place to breathe,
and toss my tongue
through waves of blue smoke;
To satisfy ( Read more... )

There is a piano serenade
That plays along the contours
Of my body.
Along the surface,
Where its smooth like a still lake
under the moon.

I try to imagine the butterfly
of his spine, shoulders stretched
ribs like reaching wings
Tender.
At night my skin trembles, my bones, reverberating;
Unable to sleep, I admire its percussion deep
within the sheets-
Turning over pleased and finding rest
on the cool side of the pillow.

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Could any one person change the world? Just one? Yes.

Im feeling intimate, which provides a certain infinite feeling.

The rain

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Its about to rain. The thunder is rolling in the clouds.
The air is getting heavy.
The swollen grey above me, 
the rain drops fat as alligator tears.
Falling from the sky.
I think Im going to go run around in the rain.