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[raggedee_ann]

school has started and i am apprehensive. what i'm going to say probably sounds stupid because some people might think it's too late to make any difference anyway. i've been having this prolonged thought all throughout the holidays about whether or not i should continue with honours. and now, at the end of the first week in school, i'm still not

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[anonymous]

Its good to see you back on LJ. =)

The artist formerly known as 'kayabun'

[raggedee_ann]

Have you really retired from the LJ community? :(

[faerieflutterby]

So sorry to hear you feel this way Jo.. :(
I don't know what to say either... but I can always offer a listening ear.. so... you know where to find me!

[raggedee_ann]

thank you dear. your offer is very much appreciated. :]

[pinkgelatin]

well... i don't know what to say to make you feel better dear.. would it be trite to say 'let God show you the way'? i'll be around too... and since i'm free most days.. can always meet for coffee and a chat =) *hugs*

[raggedee_ann]

no it wouldn't be.. i'm turning into a cynic but even then, no it wouldn't be trite... thanks for the offer!

[raggedee_ann]

thank you dear regi... i hope work hasn't been too hard on you and there's fun to take away the pain of everything else. i miss seeing you in school and for cg dear. i'll take your advice, especially the bit about prayer. i'm certainly not doing that enough and it's probably why i feel so lost these days...

[rhine_maiden]

no it doesn't sound stupid at all. like regi said we sometimes experience these moments of self-doubt and we just don't know how to deal with them. i wonder too about my upcoming trip to paris where i wonder if it's all gonna be worth it, rushing 2 modules during my vacation and possibly not scoring the grades that i otherwise be able to score because i'm so pressed for time, doing pol science modules in french and coming back late for the next sem which means rushing more tut presentations and papers and all... but i'm sure there's a reason beyond it being practical why you didn't pull out of pol science after your first year. and another reason why you were able to make it for honours. try to enjoy the ride dear before you graduate and look back and miss it all. :) *hug* that's what i'm gonna try to do, difficult as it is to leave.

[raggedee_ann]

hmm.. you do have a point there. i know there's a reason for things to happen the way they do and blessings in disguise do happen but i guess i'm just weighed down by uncertainty and a lack of conviction in doing what i'm doing at this point. when that's the case, it's hard to keep going, especially when things get tough. deriving meaning from the things we do and the life we choose is so important and i know you'd agree with me. you'll be very much missed dear. i wish you all the best in your trip too and will be keeping you in my prayers. *hug*