dramadramadrama
Wow, for pretty much the first time in my life I have boy drama.
Or at least I had boy drama, pretty much if you don't want to here the story I advise
Before I went on Easter break (pretty much before I went home) I went to a friends house for a party. Basically the whole night I was trying to impress this guy (who is actually a complete douche, I must have misplaced my brain that night). After awhile of talking to this guy, I decided he wasn't worth the trouble and I went to talk to another group of people. I actually had never met these people and had absolutely no idea who they were (turns out they had been invited by a friend of my friend lol). But I stopped talking to them after awhile when a really drunk guy (who I also didn't know) who had been hitting on Kate (and her friend Brittany) was trying to find more alcohol to drink and as always I did the responsible thing (I was sober after all) and decided to look after him. In the end I managed to convince him that once he had drunk a whole bottle of water I would give him some alcohol.
That worked for awhile until he noticed that his friend was hitting on Kate and Brit and then he became all sad and I spent about half an hour convincing him he wasn't worthless etc. In the end I managed to get him to talk to the group of people from before and he calmed down a bit, that turned out to be the best decision I have made in awhile. The group of people were typical computer nerd type people - which made me feel so at home because that is what my friends from home were like. And spent the rest of the night talking to them. But the main point of this story was that at some point one of them received a text from one of their friends and was passing it around and it was basically the funniest craziest thing I have ever read, it was the ranting of one of their stoner friends. And I was like "wow, I would love the receive messages like that" and one of the guys (whose name was Colin) was like "I can give him your number if you want" and so I gave my number to Colin to give to him and then soon after that they had to go (because at this stage it was like 2am in the morning).
Anyways when I went home after that on Wednesday I got a text saying "You should come out to the Cambo" (a pub in newy), and I texted back and said "Who is this? I can't I'm at home in Taree and I'm not 18 lol," and it turned out to be Colin! So then I didn't hear from him for about a week until the next thursday (when I was back at uni) I get a text saying "It's really hot at work I'm going to go the beach afterwards, do you want to come?" and I couldn't because thursdays I am at uni from 11-7 AND I had an assessment due that day so I had to say "Nah, I can't I'm at uni :(" and then he was like "Well I'll be at GT bar at around 5, are you busy then?" and of course that was when my assessment was due! So I had to text him back and I was like "I can't I have an assessment due!". But then my class finished early and about 5:45 I decided to see if he was still around, and he wasn't but he said he would come over to the uni anyway. Then I met him at the bar (even though I am not 18, they don't check ID in the GT bar unless you actually buy drinks) and we talked and we had soo much in common, it was so great. And I was so worried before hand that we would have nothing to talk about but we just did.
And we talked for 2 hours before I had to go (cause Kate finishes uni at 8). Then nothing much happened for about a week but I invited him to another one of my friends parties. And we spent the whole night talking and cuddling and we kissed and stuff. And he invited me to his house the following Sunday for a Black Books marathon. Then basically I slept over at his house a couple of nights in that week. But on Sunday we decided to be just friends. However, that didn't stop me sleeping in his bed, lol. Then last Monday I went over to his house again and stayed the night. So basically I think we are friends with benefits, which surprisingly I am happy with. Because there is all this other drama with this girl who likes him and this way I don't have to be involved in that.
It's surprising how good it feels to just let out everything lol. I didn't even rant or anything but just writing down the story (although I skimped on some details at the end because I got lazy) feels better.
Anyways, on non boy related news. I'm not really having much motivation to go on TDA, I think I just need a small break from it. I haven't even made a graphic (excluding the LGMS awards) since March or April. I don't even have a gallery anymore! It's just that everyone on TDA is so talented, especially the graduates. And I am having trouble having my own style and I feel as though my graphics aren't good enough. Maybe I will find some inspiration soon. I hope so, because I miss TDA. I am so happy I am just an OT mod because I can leave it awhile before I update the masterlists and have a week off without much consequence, whereas the poor requesting mods and critique they have to always be watching the area.
On a more positive note, my parents are taking me out for lunch! Yum!
Or at least I had boy drama, pretty much if you don't want to here the story I advise
Before I went on Easter break (pretty much before I went home) I went to a friends house for a party. Basically the whole night I was trying to impress this guy (who is actually a complete douche, I must have misplaced my brain that night). After awhile of talking to this guy, I decided he wasn't worth the trouble and I went to talk to another group of people. I actually had never met these people and had absolutely no idea who they were (turns out they had been invited by a friend of my friend lol). But I stopped talking to them after awhile when a really drunk guy (who I also didn't know) who had been hitting on Kate (and her friend Brittany) was trying to find more alcohol to drink and as always I did the responsible thing (I was sober after all) and decided to look after him. In the end I managed to convince him that once he had drunk a whole bottle of water I would give him some alcohol.
That worked for awhile until he noticed that his friend was hitting on Kate and Brit and then he became all sad and I spent about half an hour convincing him he wasn't worthless etc. In the end I managed to get him to talk to the group of people from before and he calmed down a bit, that turned out to be the best decision I have made in awhile. The group of people were typical computer nerd type people - which made me feel so at home because that is what my friends from home were like. And spent the rest of the night talking to them. But the main point of this story was that at some point one of them received a text from one of their friends and was passing it around and it was basically the funniest craziest thing I have ever read, it was the ranting of one of their stoner friends. And I was like "wow, I would love the receive messages like that" and one of the guys (whose name was Colin) was like "I can give him your number if you want" and so I gave my number to Colin to give to him and then soon after that they had to go (because at this stage it was like 2am in the morning).
Anyways when I went home after that on Wednesday I got a text saying "You should come out to the Cambo" (a pub in newy), and I texted back and said "Who is this? I can't I'm at home in Taree and I'm not 18 lol," and it turned out to be Colin! So then I didn't hear from him for about a week until the next thursday (when I was back at uni) I get a text saying "It's really hot at work I'm going to go the beach afterwards, do you want to come?" and I couldn't because thursdays I am at uni from 11-7 AND I had an assessment due that day so I had to say "Nah, I can't I'm at uni :(" and then he was like "Well I'll be at GT bar at around 5, are you busy then?" and of course that was when my assessment was due! So I had to text him back and I was like "I can't I have an assessment due!". But then my class finished early and about 5:45 I decided to see if he was still around, and he wasn't but he said he would come over to the uni anyway. Then I met him at the bar (even though I am not 18, they don't check ID in the GT bar unless you actually buy drinks) and we talked and we had soo much in common, it was so great. And I was so worried before hand that we would have nothing to talk about but we just did.
And we talked for 2 hours before I had to go (cause Kate finishes uni at 8). Then nothing much happened for about a week but I invited him to another one of my friends parties. And we spent the whole night talking and cuddling and we kissed and stuff. And he invited me to his house the following Sunday for a Black Books marathon. Then basically I slept over at his house a couple of nights in that week. But on Sunday we decided to be just friends. However, that didn't stop me sleeping in his bed, lol. Then last Monday I went over to his house again and stayed the night. So basically I think we are friends with benefits, which surprisingly I am happy with. Because there is all this other drama with this girl who likes him and this way I don't have to be involved in that.
It's surprising how good it feels to just let out everything lol. I didn't even rant or anything but just writing down the story (although I skimped on some details at the end because I got lazy) feels better.
Anyways, on non boy related news. I'm not really having much motivation to go on TDA, I think I just need a small break from it. I haven't even made a graphic (excluding the LGMS awards) since March or April. I don't even have a gallery anymore! It's just that everyone on TDA is so talented, especially the graduates. And I am having trouble having my own style and I feel as though my graphics aren't good enough. Maybe I will find some inspiration soon. I hope so, because I miss TDA. I am so happy I am just an OT mod because I can leave it awhile before I update the masterlists and have a week off without much consequence, whereas the poor requesting mods and critique they have to always be watching the area.
On a more positive note, my parents are taking me out for lunch! Yum!