there was someone that I liked for a while. not recently, but in the near past. lol. and i've come to a conclusion about this ex-crush of mine. he plays games. he's not that nice of a guy. and i can seriously do way better, because I deserve way better.

It's 4:18 am, I'm still awake for god knows what reason. and that came to mind. lol. ick.

so i had just had a weird thought run through my mind. I was laying on my bed, watching tv, and a commercial came on about season finales of summer tv shows. and i thought, wow, summer's ending already, im moving, school starts, and i never got through that giant stack of books i wanted to read this summer. and i said, well, what if I tried to read ( Read more... )

So I'm really hating this new law about not being able to talk on your phone while driving. I think it's ridiculous. Granted some people should not be on their phone while driving, because they don't know how to drive in the first place, but that is not the cell phone's fault! The way I see it, I started driving at about the same time I got my ( Read more... )

So up until now I've really enjoyed using Mozilla. And I've been using it for quite a while now. Well, the strangest thing happened. Yesterday I open up my laptop, click on Mozilla, check my e-mail as usual on aol. Then I go to my bookmarks to get to my csusb e-mail, and ALL of my bookmarks are gone. Strange? I closed the browser, tried it again, ( Read more... )

my new goal is to be mindful...of myself. lol. and my mind. and everything i guess, but mostly myself. it's an interesting perspective to take. and i think the best part of my anxiety issues and things that i've been dealing with in the past few months is that I have an actual interest on these topics, so experiencing it in a way is so...i dunno ( Read more... )

so much has changed since i lived in michigan. lol. it was apparent to me quite a few times while i was there. i can see how i've "grown." its interesting ( Read more... )

things have changed for me...and that's okay ( Read more... )

eek. my house got rented. lol. The family of 6 moved in yesterday. I did some stalking after the bar last night and saw their gigantic moving truck. Today I stopped by to say hello. lol. The wife is really sweet. I chatted with her and her mother in law for a few on my porch. lol. or their porch. not sure. anyway, they seem nice. she and her ( Read more... )

Today is exactly one month after my Baxter passed away. I miss him dearly. I'm going to find a random church and light a candle for him. He had such a beautiful soul, it deserves to be remembered, and that's really the only thing I can think of doing for him. Not that dead dogs can read lj, but I miss u baby boy ( Read more... )

i just went for a walk with my aunt. and everything reminds me of Baxter. it's just so damn hard. These are the streets that Baxter n I used to walk together. And he can't ever walk these streets again. I miss him so much. Every dog barking reminds me that my dog is no longer alive. Every squirrel reminds me of Baxter pulling my arm off. lol ( Read more... )