i woke up with a strange feeling today. i look at the foot of my bed and paco wasn't there. when i look left to look at the window it was gloomy and rainy out. i thought to myself, "what happened to the sun? this is strange i thought today was going to be a beautiful and not so hot day?" i call up helen and she tells me i sound awful. i tell her i ( Read more... )

omg...please tell me this is a joke...this is not happening. my favorite teacher of all time did not just die...all the great things to great people never happen. my only doubts was only knowing him for half of a year.

there's seriously no point in me going back to school.

-how teachers can talk shit about you when you're not there in your class ( Read more... )

i feel as if i've abandoned this thing. life's been crazy lately with the last days of school coming ( Read more... )

let me show you of how good a photographer my mom is...

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so needless to say that my family ruined my birthday and valentine's as soon as i woke up. instead of a happy birthday from any of them, i got bitched at instead. whatever, i really don't give a fuck anymore. it's more of a reason for me not to give a fuck about their birthdays. but what did set me off is that they ruined me for the rest of the ( Read more... )

so this should be the greatest day of my life...we'll see how it turns out.

thank you stacey. i <3 you ( Read more... )

once again, this is only for my own purpose to see how much i accomplish from day to day ( Read more... )

you get called a fucking control freak when all you want is a little bit of affection from your boyfriend. awesome right?

i had to make a cut for my life.

my comfort level is down to zero.