I like the trees, they're older than I am

[raghnaid]

I am a big ball of anxious.

There's the apartment to deal with.  I'm going to try talking Them into letting me have July at anything other than the insane month-to-month rate.  I just need the time to get out of there.  Where I'm going, nobody knows!

There's the whole job thing.  Jesus.  The gig in Moorpark could work out financially as long as I'm

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[revena]

*internet hugs* Job/Residence anxiety is no fun at all.

[raghnaid]

gah, thank you. and it's all at the same time, too. the job thing should be okay either way, even though San Jose would be so much better. i feel like i'm sitting around waiting for something to solidify. :/ i'm glad you and karen had such a great time in wisconsin! it was great to hear about it.

[cavalaxis]

wrong, but you know that.

Gah! Moorpark! It's close! But no, San Jose, because you'll be happier there! GAH!

::clings::

[raghnaid]

but what if it's his idea? what would be wronger would be hanging my pictures of him or of him and me together. it would just be really convenient, at least for a little while.

I know Moorpark is close. But really, thinking about it, San Jose would give me so many more opportunities. i could start directing. it's so exciting i'm scared that i want it too much.

hey, did you call me a while back? I thought I saw your name pop up, but there wasn't a message and the visiting family has only just left. i'll give you a call later, yeah?

[cavalaxis]

::hearts:: Yeah, we need to do dinner.