Don't skip out on someones dinner to go clubbing with friends your with 24/7
Don't abandon the birthday boy on the dance floor
Don't pick a fight with the birthday boy on his day
Don't tell the birthday boy he's changed
Don't text the birthday boy the next day acting like its cool

its over between me and Jarred

I can't cry over not being able to see Jarred. Our relationship hasn't had the time go grow such raw emotions over to be sad over ( Read more... )

I've come to notice that I'm content. I'm talking to Jarred much more now, and it might become something serious.. and i'm getting excited.. call it crazy, but i'm really happy.

My mom's molded me to be submissive and respectful, to listen and obey, to deal with problems and not curse, to hide my emotions and smile when I'm sad, to be loyal and to help others, stay quiet, and most importantly put forth the best "socially accepted me ( Read more... )

your never speaking to me again.

You are my land lord, and i am renting the room.

You are not my mother, and you will not interfere with my life.

For the first time in my life i was making conversation, i was becoming comfortable with my body, life finds a way to take it from me. /shakes fist. Whens gonna be my time?

I think Johnny's number is up.

lately i can't tell if im happy or sad, my mood switches to eccentric to depressed to bothered to calm to smiling unintentionally to a yawn to a frown back to eccentric. i think though my main mood has been a little low. I guess i'm just sick of not having someone to hold me, and not tipping me at the same time. I guess i'm tired. I guess I'm ( Read more... )

My ass is popular.

Customer's love it, and even talk about it to others.

All of the boys there talk about it, how they'd like to have sex with me.

I seriously can't help but to laugh because i don't know how to respond to that. Lol.

and.. I've caught the abnormally cute 6'5 straight monster staring at it too.. :] but hes straight! D':

On top of your bed..
Oh, why.. Did I give it up to you?
Is this how I shoot myself up high,
Just high enough to get by?

Again, for false affection.
Again.. Break down inside..

My first night was incredible. My second night was ok. My third night i managed to sum up what i paid to get in. My thighs ache, i couldn't keep up jogging today. I'm hoping things will get better.

p.s. i hate straight men >:[