So I realized I haven't posted anything here for awhile...and I know you're all desperately in need of my lovings...so here goes ( Read more... )

So I went to a Midsummer ritual tonight (technically last night but I haven't gone to bed yet so bollocks to that) with Michelle, Erika and Kimmie. It was great. There was the basic ritual of casting the circle and calling the corners then there was a guided meditation with a simple feast to follow. I don't feel like going into details because...I ( Read more... )

my ears are ringing ( Read more... )

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why on earth would anyone practice self destruction ( Read more... )

So as most of you...some of you...ok maybe two of you...know, I've been trying to switch to a vegetarian diet because I like animals and would prefer to not contribute to their abuse and blah blah blah. I still eat meat once in a while when it's the only option and I eat fish because they're ugly. But I really do try to not eat meat when given the ( Read more... )

i feel so tired but so good. i went for a bike ride. the first bike ride i've probably gone on in probably 5-10 years. ashelle bought an old fashioned cruiser at the village and i went out for a ride for half an hour on it. i've inhaled a good number of bugs...got super sweaty...and have sore ass for my efforts but it was so good. i feel... ( Read more... )

so the past week and a half or so have just been crappy and getting worse ( Read more... )

piss and shit
car exhaust
dirt and beer
and the rare smell of the brewery
thus the perfume of downtown
cars waiting
and pushing
through the streets
pulsing out their repulsive smokes
the air thick with smells
and my lungs
tight 
full of sludge
that i breathe in all around
no relief 
sweating
standing still
in the cool breeze
in the shade
gasping for a breath of fresh ( Read more... )

A freind of my godmother's lost a grandson recently...he committed suicide. My was talking about it and I asked her if they knew if he was drunk or intoxicated or anything...her response was "Well, he was a good looking kid. Bright. Was working." As if that made all the difference...he has a job, he couldn't possibly want to die! I got that first ( Read more... )