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[rahr_says_i]

i keep trying to think about what the most painful part is. is it feeling that the last three years of loving him has been rendered meaningless and absurd and wasteful? is it feeling cast aside, discarded, worthless, foolish? is it feeling that the one person in the world i thought that i knew the best is now a complete stranger? is it thinking of

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[snarfychan]

You should never feel worthless because of the actions of someone else.. as much as he meant to you.. you are still who you are without him.. and that person can stand alone and is still brilliant and gorgeous and funny and talented..

its strange because seeing all of this unfold has been like the whole man-behind-the-curtain thing in wizard of OZ..