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[rahvin021]

Post anything that you want (in comments), and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.

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[anonymous]

I still remember all the moments that you were there for me without me asking, and I am eternally grateful for them. I only wish I could give you something just as wonderful in return.

[anonymous]

So it just hit me tonight in this really angry way.

No one in the world has any kind of fucking clue who the hell I am.

Damned if I know either.

I'm changing and it scares me, in the same way getting older scares everyone. I'm afraid of it, I can't wait for it.

I'm not a good person. I'm angry, jealous, vain, overbearing, distrustful, and there are a whole host of people who I truly can't stand being around but tolerate and keep hugging anyway.
Is that dishonest?
Am I lying to them?

Fuck that. As if it matters.

I'm a lot tougher than people think I am and can take and have taken a hell of a lot more than they can throw at me.

I'm diamonds, remember?

...

Forgive me, please. I very much needed that rant.

Thank you for the space.

Aside, I never know how I feel about you. I'm incredibly jealous of you sometimes, resentful at others.
Mostly I think of you as the ideal. You are a quintessential.

After they made you, they broke the mold.

You're so real, and it's beautiful.

[oceanschild]

i'm pretty sure i know who you are, but there's an irony to it.

i'm here if you need to talk, though. anytime, anywhere. if it is you, we always say it, but i mean it.

lots of love, regardless.

[anonymous]

You are absolutely amazing. I don't even know you that well at all, but you've had such an influence on me it's incredible. Thank you for everything, it means more than you'll ever know. Keep being you, and don't change--you're wonderful.

Also, you're a kick ass dancer.

[anonymous]

"Sky and sun were now brilliant, unabashed in regality, and entirely dangerous to those without the proper preparation to take on the outdoors. It’s a shame we can’t help turning into vanishing ghosts of our former selves at the latter equinox, just blame the maker. The rays shone through a blooming willow tree. Don’t blame me for looking, anyone would have no matter how despised with everything you were. Unless you were a neo-nazi, the shot was to die for. Little pink and white petals from pre-greenery bloom fluttered up and down in a nice warm breeze just light enough to puff at my hair lightly. There was this blooming tree, the epitome of spring and rebirth, loosing its beauty onto the earth and whoever was fortunate to turn for that space of five seconds saw the world in Cezanne’s eyes, and it was a bit breathtaking. A small child maybe three years of age ran about six feet in front of me across the street to the tree, his blonde hair and clean ungendered clothing laughing away from his watchful father into the shower of innocence

[anonymous]

you are the most beautiful person i know, and although we know each other SO well, i wish we knew each other better. you have no idea how much pain you caused me, and how much joy and happiness you caused me. all of these memories are just jumbled together, they all collide, and i am left with a song. a couple songs, actually. songs are the food of the soul. music is life.

and when i hear our song playing, i feel so alive.