A Necessary Entry.

[raijna]

I haven't written in a journal of any kind for a long time. I think I need to start doing it more often. I don't know why, but I seem to be withdrawing from things. I feel like it's time to move on, maybe... But move on from what? I feel holed in, like some things in my life are exerting an invisible pressure which is keeping me down-- trouble

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Lots of words!

[centrip]

Ah yes, the healing business can be a difficult one to work in due to the fact that sometimes you have to deal with the worst of people.
I should probably mention that if you want to get a job in the bodywork field your going to have to lose a lot of your piercings...
But people can suck. And this goes double if you defy specific aspects of social normality (i.e. being unpredictable, spreading yourself thin socially) people tend to shy away from feeling intimidated or view you as benign and don't always allow you into a part of their life.
I honestly cant give you advice that wouldn't require either changing large parts of who you are and/or unintentionally belittling them. But keep in mind that life changes between good and bad very often so while things are bad things were once good and soon will be good again.

so how are things now?

[anonymous]

hey, so how are things now? has your life evened out all? I would totally dig an update on things.