Today was just not my day....

[railee]

well well.... today was jus not my day i guess... which brings me here.... no one reads me journal anyways, so ya.... all i gots to say is now i'm updatein it.... an no ones gonna know till.... ummmm i dunno if they'll ever know, but thats ok.... i'm jus blending into the background again... where i belong..... should have known my time in the spot

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third wheel

[anonymous]

hey.... gee i guess we have something in common after all... i was beginning to think that we didn't. i mean thats how i feel when i'm hanging out with you and jenny.. like a third wheel. so i try not ta be around but sometimes its cool... when there are other peeps around. and i wish i knew you better, i wish you could hang with me and go driving... but i dun want you to lie to your parents about who you're with, cause that always turns out bad... but i have to go.. hope you don't mind me reading you'r journal.
Sky

Re: third wheel

[railee]

well i guess its nice to know that ur not trying to replace me.... but most of the crap in what i sayed earlier, its been there before jenny..... i've been that way in all the groups i've ever been in.... dunno why.... maybe its just me.... or the fact that i choose the wrong friends..... i don really know.... but i thin that it all comes down to being my tortured self..... oh well.... live goes on i guess.....

Sam

Re: third wheel

[anonymous]

no i'm not trying to replace you....i don't think i'd be able to if i tryed. i dun have any "history" for lack of a better word with jenny or with you for that matter, the most i know about jenny is that she likes to draw, poison by alice cooper and she likes dances. the most i know about you is you like vervepipe's freshmen, five alive.... and for some reason you don't like the food your family eats..... or mabey those are the things that come to mind right now ohhh wait i got another one... your sarcastic..(poor alicia still thinks her hair smeled like shit)...but yeah i'm not trying to replace you.
Sky

[anonymous]

How was I acting arrogant? And I knew you were annoyed with me but I couldn’t tell why, otherwise I would have apologized. Just why did I bug you so much?

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[railee]

you could have at least left me a name here.... don matter anyways, i know who you are..... it was just one of those things.... one day i have no problem with you, then the next i see all your faults..... i see everything that annoys me.... its not like its your fault.... its me... so don let it get to ya..... so ya... its like somethig that i can't explain... well i kinda can.... its like being in a thick mist.... you only see part of the picture, tipically the good part, you don see anything more..... then when the mist clears you can see the whole picture, everything, not just the good parts.... and in my case i guess i didn like what i saw, so i acted the wrong way, but hey, thats me... so ya... so i apologize..... but i can't change it.... sorry....

Sam

[anonymous]

No sorry needed, I know I can be a jerk at times. I just don't like leaving people with a bad impression, especially when I don't have a way of making up for it. Anyway, it was about time that you and everyone else got mad at me. I was sure that I would have provoked Jen into killing me before I left. I guess you are more tolerant than I thought. For whatever you think it's worth I really am sorry for whatever I did.