so tomorrow i turn 26......i want to figure out what im gonna do soon......i feel not tied down, i have no real crazy bills.....i mean i have a car payment(which i only owe a little over a year on), car insurance, cell phone(cheap), and i pay to stay back at my parents which is only 100 dollars a month and it covers free food, digital cable, ( Read more... )

well i have decided to exercise everyday and eat way better than i have been eating...ive pretty much cut sodas out and im working on cigarettes....ive got that down to basically nothing as long as im not drinking and theres another story too.....BUT, i know it wont be over night for everything, im just trying to make it more of a habitual thing ( Read more... )

i have this weird feeling that bad things are gonna happen to me in the next 6 months to a year.....im sure i will find bad news out....i can seriously feel it....my dreams have been weird and my thoughts have been random...

starting to feel very depressed....it just hit me...hope this isnt a sign of summer to come.......i just feel disgusting right now....whatever

im not satisfied, but have become bored.....any help out there.....blah blah blah,,,,,must i be the one who always has to get it started, that gets old,lame, and overall not worth it...,,...i got a black notebook just like everyone else im sure.....i just want to vomit my ''to much'' right down the throat.....dont be to sure ill have some fancy ( Read more... )

happy valentines day amanda.....

I LOVE YOU

Big guns, little enthusiasm.....
so i have been asleep all day....weird dreams, its just been a weird day....it really feels off today...maybe i dont do enough...or maybe i do to much....in the long run why does it matter anyways....

i feel like everything right now is perfect and i never want it to change.

truth, trust, lies, deception, mind games, asshole.....pretty much sums up my existence....the older i get the worse my compatablilty becomes...i dont trust people....i could give a million reasons why....im not depressed right now, but baffled...i have a lot of good things but the one thing i want the most is probably hardest thing for me to ( Read more... )

if i see another picture of someone with deer antlers on there head.....im gonna die...get over it your not artsy...stupid people, its just some lame person who wants to be accepted by something so they go out and copy something and then turn around and pretend on the internet they are someone else, because in real life, yes i did say REAL LIFE ( Read more... )