i have a new wjob paying 9 bucks an hour.... trying to go back to school.... stressed the fuck out.... dont give a fuck.... and my back itches... fuck yeah

im going through some massive changes and dont know if i really like or dislike them.... im just kinda tired of shit..and tired in general.... i just wanna be a normal dude without worrying about what people will think of me.... shit

ive been sick for about a week.... cabin fever is getting to me.. things that normally i wouldnt give to shits about are starting to get to me i dont know if its because ive had more time to think about them or what... but im pretty emotional as of late and ive pretty much had that in check for a while ( Read more... )

my life is a black comedy... just one big fucking mean joke...

seriously... what the fuck is wrong with me

send the national gaurd.... let them
protect me from myself

lately ive been feeling pretty hopeless... and lonely as ballz and the cold weather increases it by like a billion... but i also laugh at people who get seasonal depression because they get to know what its like for me year round.... everything seems kind of empty and pointless to do.... i mean i have no real reason to do anything... i mean sure it ( Read more... )

go listen to heavens... matt skibas new band... they are amazing

so i see you made all the wrong decisions i believe your headstone recieved the wrong inscription did it read any thing about how much i miss you

battle not with monsters lest ye become a monster and if you gaze into the abyss, the abyss gazes also into you.. - nietzsche