I don't want to lose control...
I'm kind of glad we're talking again. It kind of felt good when you said 'why did we not hang out for awhile'. I know I made a mistake before. I won't do it again. But it makes me worried that maybe you'll stop again. I know it's your loss. But I kind of think you're really nice.
I really hope these pills work. I do. I don't want to feel like this for a long time. I don't want to be tired and hurt all the time. But jesus, so long as my throat feels better, I really don't care. That's my main problem.
I'm watching Dr Phil. He's taking it to the streets. They showed him in New York. I wanna go back. I kept thinking, I was there. I always do that. I really want Rice Krispies now. Stupid commercials.
I don't really mind my schedule for school this year. I wish it let me work more. But it's nice that it's all spread out. I start two mornings at 8:30, one at 9:30, and two at 10:30. Wednesdays kind of suck. But I'll get over it. I don't know what I'm going to do about my classes though.
Computerized Accounting, Managerial Accounting, Financial Accounting, Spreadsheets, Finance, and Contemporary Business Ethics. Like, Jesus. It sounds so boring. I had somebody in my class, but I think he switched out. I hope not. Well, unless he found a better schedule. He's super sweet.
My mom's been pretty sweet about me being sick. I don't get sick often, so she feels bad when I do. But I haven't been able to work, I can't talk so it's kind of hard to be a cashier, plus I'm probably contagious. So she said, since I already owed her money, she'd pay off my credit cards and just add it to her debt. That way I wouldn't have to worry about interest. I can only work about 14 hours a week now. And that is not enough, really. Which is pretty bad, 'cause I don't have any serious expenses. But oh well. After these cards are paid off, fuck 'em. Haha. Emergency cards. Swear to god. I don't owe that much, but I don't want to, either.
I still need 200 dollars worth of books, and a pretty expensive financial calculator. Ughh.
I decided to fix my iTunes, and put all my music together. I had all the album artwork and everything put together in the program, not realizing that it wasn't attached to the file. So when I cleared it out, there was no information left. Putting it back together? Not fun times.
Anyway. I like having people in my life. I'm kinda really liking everybody in it right now. I like where I am, I like who I am. I feel good about myself.
Just fix this stupid cold/flu/infection, whatever it is, and maybe get a haircut. Things would be amazing.