My Lucky #2!
This is a poem I wrote for Johnny! *sigh* As Amanda would put it...Expressing myself!
Ever since the first time I laid eyes on you
I knew exactly what I had to do.
Approaching you was a hesitation for me
hoping that you'd be the one to come say "hi."
After so many attempts, I was the one who tried making the first move
talking to friends of yours I was aquainted with.
While trying to get your name, I stole a couple of glances
in hopes that you would get the hint.
Knowing I was only expected one more week in town
I still took that chance to get to know you.
Saw you every chance I got, talked to you everyday
put you as my priority before anything.
As my days drew closer to leave,
I dreaded to say goodbye.
You continued calling me as I lived in a different area code
telling me you missed me and that you wanted to see me.
As days went by, talking to you started becoming a routine
making me want you more and more.
Thought day and night about you and the "could be's",
packed my stuff and drove back home so you can be with me.
Life after that seemed so easy, so real...so right!
Made a mistake that made us fight.
Hurting you was my one regret...
and seeing your flowing tears only made things worse.
Came to you time and time again, trying to make you see the real me.
For three weeks, my only thoughts were "Is he thinking of me? Does he miss me?"
Hoped night after night for that call telling me everything would be ok...
What i thought was a dream was nothing more than reality...I got my call!
Tears of joy ran down my face when the words "I miss you!" were told to me.
I only knew things would only get better between us from then on.
Having you spend your nights and weekends with me only made me happier
knowing you were only next to me, holding me in your arms.
Waking up to you was no sunshine in my sky,
but an eternal of stars we all know are shining day and night.
With the fear of losing you again, I did anything and everything I could.
Came to you when you needed me the most, laughed with you, cried with you...
not once doubting that what we have developed was a dream.
Things crossed our path, alternating our destination...
and that fear I once feared became nothing but my new reality.
Losing you a second time was nothing more than an honest "white" mistake...
tried making you realize what was going on, guiding you through your reality!
Took a week to finally get the chance to talk to you, which made me oh-so-happy
knowing you were facing your fear and hearing me out.
Brought tears to my eyes seeing you hurt,
but took a lot off my shoulders knowing i was being your friend.
Night after night, til this day...
laying with you in your bed only makes me hope that we'll be together once again.
A good friend of mine, Tamia, has spoken to me all week being my main support...
when my best friend Amanda is the shoulder I've been asking for.
Living my life "Loving You Still"
I know my heart is still beating, but when can I breath again?
Realize that I miss you a lot! Follow your heart...
My baby, you will always be! My lucky number 2!
Ever since the first time I laid eyes on you
I knew exactly what I had to do.
Approaching you was a hesitation for me
hoping that you'd be the one to come say "hi."
After so many attempts, I was the one who tried making the first move
talking to friends of yours I was aquainted with.
While trying to get your name, I stole a couple of glances
in hopes that you would get the hint.
Knowing I was only expected one more week in town
I still took that chance to get to know you.
Saw you every chance I got, talked to you everyday
put you as my priority before anything.
As my days drew closer to leave,
I dreaded to say goodbye.
You continued calling me as I lived in a different area code
telling me you missed me and that you wanted to see me.
As days went by, talking to you started becoming a routine
making me want you more and more.
Thought day and night about you and the "could be's",
packed my stuff and drove back home so you can be with me.
Life after that seemed so easy, so real...so right!
Made a mistake that made us fight.
Hurting you was my one regret...
and seeing your flowing tears only made things worse.
Came to you time and time again, trying to make you see the real me.
For three weeks, my only thoughts were "Is he thinking of me? Does he miss me?"
Hoped night after night for that call telling me everything would be ok...
What i thought was a dream was nothing more than reality...I got my call!
Tears of joy ran down my face when the words "I miss you!" were told to me.
I only knew things would only get better between us from then on.
Having you spend your nights and weekends with me only made me happier
knowing you were only next to me, holding me in your arms.
Waking up to you was no sunshine in my sky,
but an eternal of stars we all know are shining day and night.
With the fear of losing you again, I did anything and everything I could.
Came to you when you needed me the most, laughed with you, cried with you...
not once doubting that what we have developed was a dream.
Things crossed our path, alternating our destination...
and that fear I once feared became nothing but my new reality.
Losing you a second time was nothing more than an honest "white" mistake...
tried making you realize what was going on, guiding you through your reality!
Took a week to finally get the chance to talk to you, which made me oh-so-happy
knowing you were facing your fear and hearing me out.
Brought tears to my eyes seeing you hurt,
but took a lot off my shoulders knowing i was being your friend.
Night after night, til this day...
laying with you in your bed only makes me hope that we'll be together once again.
A good friend of mine, Tamia, has spoken to me all week being my main support...
when my best friend Amanda is the shoulder I've been asking for.
Living my life "Loving You Still"
I know my heart is still beating, but when can I breath again?
Realize that I miss you a lot! Follow your heart...
My baby, you will always be! My lucky number 2!