I am in freak out mode trying to afford school. I only have 3 weeks left to somehow come up with 700$. So today I am listing a ton of stuff on Ebay. Mostly stuff i bought off of Ebay and haven't used yet. Like awesome vintage 50's dress patterns. I am sad to sell them, but I would rather go to school than have a bunch of stuff sitting around. I DO ( Read more... )

Caitlin, Look at what I found! Aren't they cute?!?!?!http://cgi.ebay.com/NWT-Cute-VANS-Hippo-Shoes-Slip-on-HARD-TO-FIND-

I have had a nice weekend so far. Very relaxing. I've just ben trying to chill out, and avoid stress at all costs. I feel better though. Not so anxious ( Read more... )

I talked to Caitlin and Will:-)
Now I have pictures of the loves in my life!
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I feel better today. I had a nice weekend. Nothing happened, and I liked it that way. I am vegging today. Just sitting around and relaxing. I don't think I really realized how stressed out I was getting. I had a HUGE panic attack on saturday, and since then I have just been trying to stay calm, and not dwell on things that stress me out. Like my ( Read more... )

I have had the same dream for the past month, or some verson of it. I am in Austin visiting, and I look up at someone and say "I don't want to live in Virginia anymore.". Then I wake up as soon as I say that. It is really bugging me. I think that is why I have been so antsy. I just need to focus on something else I guess. Like re-doing the kitchen ( Read more... )

I had a lovely day. We went to Andy's parents and they had a cookout. I use to feel really nervous over there, but I realize now that Andy's family likes me. His Mom especiall likes me, which is awesome, because she has never liked any of his other girlfriends. I know she doesn't like that I smoke though. I have cut back a lot though. 4 a day for ( Read more... )

So this weekend has been busy, but in a very relaxing way ( Read more... )

Stolen from Abbe's journal ( Read more... )

We are re-doing the kitchen! I am excited ( Read more... )