Another Night of no sleep
I dont have a voice

Im so tired i really havent dont anything today, or well yesterday i woke up at one and just hung out in my room untill i went to dinner at five

Fuck new years
Fuck new beginnings
I want my old life back


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i like to light things on fire

I missed the smell of lighterfluid

Im tired ( Read more... )

im not sick

but im not well

wensday december 19th ( Read more... )

i had the chance to say something today
but i threw that chance away
i dont know why

im scared of what you might say
im scared of hurting you again
i dont know what to do

i miss you

i guess i finally got bags underneath my eyes because my parents are asking if anything is wrong

my life is a haze of half finished memories, my ceiling, ringing ears from music thats way to loud and blood stained knuckles

i wish i could scream like they could. its must be a great way to vent

my skin feels dead ( Read more... )

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