I haven't written in here for awhile.  Which means it's time once again to do so.  Currently I am eating a boston market dinner.  While I don't have a gripe about the taste, I do definatly think that the stuff on the box looked better.  I am surprised the soup nazi didn't banish me from the house for bringing solid food into her dictatorship... ( Read more... )

If you opened this, FILL IT OUT ! Learn 50 things about your friends, and let them learn 50 things about you ( Read more... )

I have made a few personal discoveries today..  I am afraid of what everyone thinks of me.  I have been so hungry for acceptance that I have missed a lot of things along the way that I have to go back for now..
I am a little disgusted at the fact that I am still afraid of what people think of me.  I am only human, but I have certain things that I ( Read more... )

I keep thinking about how bad I want to seem grown up to other people.  How I want to seem mature, and smart.  I want to seem like I never get  a tinge of jealousy, or a teensy bit mad... or even a bit unsure.  I keep thinking about the allie thing.  and how this whole thing is like a damn war.  It's like theres not a doubt in anyones mind about ( Read more... )

ahhhhh deadly cloud to ground lightening?  ohhhh I love the sound of that.  I've always been into the meteorology thing.  As a child I would sit outside during storms with my cloud identifying book.  I used to take that thing everywhere with me.  I honestly wonder whatever happened to that book, or what happened to all of my dreams.  Around 7th or ( Read more... )

Here I am once again
writing in this livejournal...
I didn't really think I would like it
AT ALL..

I am going to get up early
try to make the most of my day
for once

Today was pretty awesome
Slept in until 5ish.
went to see The Lakehouse
went to Nates with J9 and Trent
and then Trent and I went out to eat

Funday wasn't too bad
There were no hilary sightings
or ( Read more... )

hmmmm today has been eventless, I had a damn blog on preferred list..  Let's just say jeanine wanted to see it so she was sworn to secrecy..  And I buckled and let her see it..   She liked it.  I'm just embarassed of everything..  Anyways so here I am.  I am in a weird mood today.  Rather then enjoy the fact that I don't have a job.. go lay out.. ( Read more... )

So last night after Trent left, I watched a little VH1 nocturnal state... and I discovered some kickass new songs.  I know everyone hates lyrics posts.. So I'ma do one..

Keane - Is it any wonder?

Is it any wonder I'm tired?
Is it any wonder that I feel uptight?
Is it any wonder I don't know what's right?
Oh, these days!
After all the misery you made
Is ( Read more... )

GAH!! I am so fucking stressed out.. What to do??

I have been fighting a demon lately that I like to call the past.. My old LJ is full of horrible things, like me being an idiot. So I am going to put a few of those up here and just get rid of the fear of my old self all together ( Read more... )