i can understand why you resent me. however, i don't understand why you feel it is worth it to publish something stating that i'm not worth it. i'm sorry, ten thousand times over, but it can't un-happen. perhaps you should try learning from your emotional responses instead of cultivating them. i'm sorry that uh, my existence is so ineffectual to you that you have to tell people about it and i'm sorry that we can't even run into one another without there being tension. i'm not trying to ~start DrAmA witchu~ or anything, so please try and refrain from posting another scathing entry about how i am a terrible person or whatever, because it's not about that, i just really think that it should not be a big deal if we run into one another, to be civil. we live in the same town, have vaguely similar interests, it's bound to occur. you were my best friend in a really shitty point of my life (not an excuse), and you probably suffered for it (i'd put an apology here but it seems redundant). i don't think that should necessarily foster some sort
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First of all, that entry wasn't supposed to be public. I don't know why it wasn't protected, but I honestly didn't realize it until I got an anonymous comment. I'm sorry if I offended you
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you didn't offend me, I just felt it illicited some sort of response.
I never wanted to not be friends with you, I just assumed I was generally unforgivable. But I don't know that there's any way to gage whether or not I've changed in any relevant way because I feel as though I'm constantly changing.
I haven't really been doing much of anything and I graduate in a few months. Are you taking summer classes at VCC?
I'm constantly changing too, therefore have decided to just let things happen as they happen. I am taking summer classes at VCC, hopefully just freshman comp requirements and math. I am taking 4 classes right now (with the most inconvenient schedule ever) and I am not very happy. From now on, night classes! So I can be awake, haha!
Oh hey- for future reference, leave lindsay or lyndsea or lindsey or whatever out of this. I know I mentioned her in my entry, but I really don't care about any of that anymore. She sent me the most condescending messages and they annoyed me enough to just... stop caring. I am tired of this already.
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I never wanted to not be friends with you, I just assumed I was generally unforgivable. But I don't know that there's any way to gage whether or not I've changed in any relevant way because I feel as though I'm constantly changing.
I haven't really been doing much of anything and I graduate in a few months. Are you taking summer classes at VCC?
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Oh hey- for future reference, leave lindsay or lyndsea or lindsey or whatever out of this. I know I mentioned her in my entry, but I really don't care about any of that anymore. She sent me the most condescending messages and they annoyed me enough to just... stop caring. I am tired of this already.
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