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rainbow_mystery

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Jan 25, 2005 19:29

Today was my mom's one year anniversary.. Dad, Dexter and I went to visit her and we each gave her a rose. Dad's was red, Dex's was pink-ish, and mine was white. I tried so hard not to cry but once I saw my dad start crying as he said a prayer for her, I just couldn't help myself.. I miss her sooo much. It's just not fair. I wish I could go back ( Read more... )

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unsung_zero_77 January 26 2005, 00:45:32 UTC

hey, i missed you at school today. i've got something to give you when you're back tomorrow. Those flowers are beautiful. Your mom deserves every one of them and all of the love you and your family have for her. You've had your ups and downs this past year and i think you're incredibly strong for the way you've handled yourself all of the stuff thats been thrown at you. Love ya babe.

rainbow_mystery January 26 2005, 00:54:31 UTC

thank you sooo much. you have NO idea how much that means to me.

snarecrazi January 26 2005, 00:45:39 UTC

thats a really nice arrangement....ill show u picks of my sisters bf grave when i save them on my comp.
just because shes been gone for a year doenst mean everyother year u spent was her was lost....keep her memeory embedded in ur heart and ull always felle shes around hang in there i lovas ya lol.

rainbow_mystery January 26 2005, 00:55:14 UTC

thank ya sweetie :)

same old same old me me me.... anonymous January 26 2005, 21:08:23 UTC

Most likely you want me not to be a part of this, but I was checkin out some things n then ur site was on one of them so yeh.... sorry ( ... )

Consoling you via messaging...hope it works sumerian_tounge January 26 2005, 22:06:26 UTC

Sorry I'm so late reading this, been dealing with my annoying sister all day so I havent really done anything. You know how I am and you know I dont like saying cliche things or whatever anyone else has already said. I want it all to come from my heart. I knew your mom wasnt around, but I didnt know how much it effected you...of course I knew it hurt but you didnt show it. It's killin me that I couldnt be there for you, to hold you, or kiss your cheek, or wipe the tears away. Just the fact that you are hurting is killin me. I'm hoping everything is ok, but like I told you last night...ANYTIME, am or pm. I'm there. I want you to be able to confide in me with stuff like this. I want you to be able to cry on my shoulder. I want to be able to assure you everything will be ok. I couldnt last night, and that bothered the most out of anything going on in my world. I miss you Dani, and hopefully when I see you, I can take the pain away. But if i cant, dont give up on me, know that I'm always trying...

-Summer