All This Pain Is Seducing Me...

[rainbow_tetris]

Sometimes I think I just want to be alone forever. I wouldn't know what to do with myself if I was completely happy. How would that feel? How would I function? Would the once thought permanent choke in my throat be gone forever? Would I know how to deal? So many questions about something that seems so out of reach.
Happiness is misery.
I am sitting

Comments

[anaisnin13]

I have had the same thoughts, mostly because of my current situation...but I don't think you have to be alone...the longing hurts, but that dissapears with time to. Everything seems to dissapear with time. This was meant to cheer you up, but I don't think I'm doing a very good job this morning. What I really mean is you sadness will pass and don't give up. You are special and terrific. Have a great day!