*pukes everywhere*

Okay.

uhh...

No.

I met this amazing girl Friday.

We attempted to bowl and danced to Benny Benassi and made fun of nickelback.

She's so tall and so skinny and so beautiful it's crazy

And she's got the sexiest voice
And loves raves

She's 18
and goes to art school in Manchester

And I think I might see her Tuesday.

[it's pretty much the best holiday gift ever]

I've been feeling the words "I hate everything" roll off my tongue more and more these days ( Read more... )

For some reason, sad stories involving bunnies makes me cry a wicked lot.

I hate it when:

Boys I like figure out they're gay
I realize I've lost my favourite person
Cute boys don't flirt with me as much anymore
And cute girls just... Don't exist
I fall in love with teachers
And don't have any good books to read

I'm wicked lonely.

Pee Ess - Who's taking me to NHS's Snowfall Ball?? Hmm? Any takers?

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Okay.

I think things may have just gotten a tiny bit better.

*holds breath*

I think this is the most alone I've ever been in my entire life.

I feel so fucking helpless right now.

I feel like I have nothing left.

It's just one person.
But that person meant the world to me.

fuck.fuck.fuck.

[so i guess it's good i didn't go to the outright dance]

I'm currently sleeping 14ish hours a day.
And I wish it could be 24.

I wish something could give my life meaning.
Honestly.

"You are the one
the one that lies close to me
whispers hello, I've missed you quite terribly
I fell in love
in love with you suddenly..."

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