i seem to be... ok with this change. one step at a time... one step ( Read more... )

my life now is so drastically different than what it used to be. i look back and there are so many different crowds and scenes that i've been associated with and enjoyed, so many vaired moods and people so seperated, as if specific divided eras... and it'll never be the same, no matter how hard i try. i am a different person. i'm no longer horny ( Read more... )

hearts in the friggin air, dove. hearts.

today and yesterday both left me with hope for a better tomorrow.
better living through chemicals?

i hope you didn't feel like you couldn't tell me....

despite his current upset demeanor and detatched attitude, i feel it necessary to express how much i still like him. i truely do, i'm just worried about his happiness.... i wish there was some way i could help.

well now that finals are over, i'm happy as a clam ( Read more... )

A - Age you act - from 4 to 44 or my own: 17 ( Read more... )

...that people use the subject box a heck of a lot less in replies ( Read more... )

today lidsey looked gaga for jaime, jaime looked exhausted and drained, kirsten seemed edgy, and i was super happy and giddy until i spiraled down into upset and angry silence. well, i was silent most of the time spent there. it was a frustrating day. my head still hurts and my papers still aren't done. i have til tomorrow but he's gonna be ( Read more... )

200 plus miles and 24 hrs later, i'm more calm, more content, and have a few less brain cells. i drove more than i ever have and i'm kinda on edge about my grades and papers, but i'm glad i got to see my love chicken.
to do:
-2 religion papers
-1 lit paper
-2 journals for religion
-study for gov't test
-shower
-seek enlightenment

mmm i like my boy. he's really neat.

i think its coming?