I feel very pulled to write here. Not even necessarily for a sense of community, but just as a kind of journal online that maybe isn't full of such personal stuff as I would write in a paper journal, but rather more an explosion of "woohoo, world, this is where I am!" that is a little longer than a Facebook post (maybe, just a little longer? heh ( Read more... )

Snapshots ( Read more... )

If I had to pick one subculture to spend most of your time with for the rest of your life, who would it be and why ( Read more... )

My will is a conscious creation. I create the world through my breath, my breasts, my eyes ( Read more... )

Guess what?! Besides the fact that it's late and I really should be in bed -- I don't care! And probably besides the fact that it's the full moon too (even though, yay ( Read more... )

I'm a healer. While usually I put that phrase into a context of "I don't actually DO anything. I put my hands on or near you (or just am present) and the energy moves through the universe, through me, and with your openness and willingness the intention for healing and holding space for your body/energy to figure out what's going on and what it ( Read more... )

I want to write on gratitude, energy, and my expressiveness ( Read more... )

I had this one dream last night, which was about water. There was a guy in a tub, and we had this freaking huge hose, and at one point I came over to where the hose handle actually was, because they were having trouble shutting it off. I took it, and I was wearing a white button down office shirt, with blue pin stripes. I heard everyone telling me ( Read more... )

I've been searching for things to distract me from the matter at hand. I've contacted all the appropriate people -- now it's just time to wait. To hear back from L (I'd forgotten ze would be out of town this weekend.. great) and then to call A and see how ze is doing. I'm going to call L if I need to. Any sort of threat like this is worth taking ( Read more... )

One more thing to post -- it's really completely OK to take my time. Don't rush, do what feels good, really feel thorough. Music can't be rushed. Take your time to feel it. Do what feels right, just keep doing that. Feel the roots, feel the ground, feel the energy, and then gently step in when it feels right. Remember the balance.