Then and There Was, Here and Now Is
So three years ago I took this same personality test, and two years before that. So... what's changed. How do I match up now?
I'm glad you were wondering. Well first off:
First There Was
Then There Was
My Personality
Neuroticism
69
Extraversion
15
Openness to Experience
49
Agreeableness
16
Conscientiousness
18
You rarely get angry and it takes a lot to make you angry, however you feel strong cravings and urges that you have difficulty resisting. You tend to prefer short-term pleasures and rewards over long-term consequences. You are not prone to spells of energetic high spirits. You tend not to express your emotions openly and are sometimes not even aware of your own feelings. You do not like to claim that you are better than other people, and generally shy from talking yourself up, however you believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. You are guarded in new relationships and less willing to openly reveal the whole truth about yourself. You take your time when making decisions and will deliberate on all the possible consequences and alternatives.
Free Poll
Whooga
for full report perhaps you can go here I don't know why technology only gets more and more difficult over the years. (sigh)
Well, here's the fun part, reanalyzing myself. Again.
It's interesting that my neuroticism decreased randomly. Perhaps it is an undulating cycle. The full reports tells my anxiety is like 91%. How lovely. I suppose grad school does that to you.
Depression is rather high at 69, but anger - 13% - and vulnerability - 43% - are low! ^___^;
Not surprisingly self-consciousness and immoderation are rather high at 75 and 88 respectively. What can I say... somethings probably never change. (sigh)
Although the description of how I'm panicky and worry about what others think of me... dunno. Well... maybe a little more than once was. But probably not all that much that it consumes my life. I'm too lazy to care too much to be honest.
So, my extraversion went down. Wayyy down. Wao. I got up to about 88 before, now down to like 15. Woa... not surprising since I'm all around lazying and never feel like taking the effort to interact with others these days. Grad school takes to much out of me I'm starting to think. Or maybe it is all part of the process towards becoming the perfect awkward chemist. So this means I'll pass orals??? *insert hopeful look here*
Overall, I think they have be dead on. I get overwhelmed doing too much and going. Interacting with a lot of people. I can enjoy it, but at the same time I need me time. Solo time. No da?
In general my extroversion breaks down as:
14% Friendly, 42% gregarious, 67% assertive, 53% activity level, 15% excitement level, and I guess 0% on cheerfulness. LMAO! It doesn't even give a number. Oh, that is priceless. 3 years ago I got at least a 5%. wao.... But college would give way to being more of an extrovert. And it was during the times of RA. So yea...
Well lucky for some people I'm still relatively open to experiencing new things. lol. Although not as much as I once was. Darn, getting old. Those glory days are officially behind me I guess. I'm all set in my ways.
My imagination is up though which is good for writing. But intellect down... perhaps passing orals isn't going to happen after all..... -__-;
I'm far, far less adventrous though... which is rather sad. I should work on that. And again with the no score... so I suppose zero on emotionality. Great, I get closer and closer to Heero Yuy as grad school goes on. This can't be good....
I think this is all pretty dead on:
"Often you find the real world is too plain and ordinary for your liking, and you use fantasy as a way of creating a richer, more interesting world for yourself. You love beauty, both in art and in nature. Sometimes you become easily involved and absorbed in artistic and natural events. You tend not to express your emotions openly and are sometimes not even aware of your own feelings. You prefer familiar routines and for things to stay the same. You can tend to feel uncomfortable with change. As a person who is open-minded to new and unusual ideas, you love to play with and think about ideas. You also like to debate intellectual issues and often enjoy riddles, puzzles and brain teasers. Often you exhibit a readiness to challenge authority, convention, and traditional values. Sometimes you feel a certain degree of hostility toward rules and perhaps even enjoy ambiguity."
Yep... although I'm not certain how I feel about not being aware of my own feelings... but I suppose that makes it even more accurate????
Anyway... moving on.
Wao... Im wayyyy less agreeable. Surprise, surprise. lol
Great, I have no morality and cooperation, and nearly no trust. Damn.... how lovely. I'd say I should work on that.... but.... yea.... the description is probably pretty spot on. But I've already admitted to being a terrible person. So whatever. Not hiding anything.
But there are redeeming qualities in there, I'm quite altruistic and sympathetic. And not surprisingly nearly 100% modest.
Lastly, consciousness, which hasn't changed much overall. But I strive to achieve far, far less. Wao... thanks grad school. Look what you've done to me. From 64 to 3.... that's terrible. Somehow I'm not very surprised. That explains a lot about my motivation....
Self-efficacy still just as non-existant as in the past. A little more ordered and OCD these days. But not by much, I was always rather prone either way. I'm more duitiful and more cautious. I wonder why the last part.... sense motive on everyone around me. (sorry, that was nerd. if you don't get it, be glad.)
Yep, I'd say tis so true it burns:
"Often you do not feel effective, and may have a sense that you are not in control of your life. You are a reasonably organized person and like to have a certain amount of routine in your life. You find contracts, rules, and regulations overly confining and are sometimes seen as unreliable or even irresponsible by others. Mostly you work towards achieving your best, although in some areas you are content just to get the job done. You find yourself procrastinating and show poor follow-through on tasks. Often you fail to complete tasks - even tasks that you want very much to complete. You are not an overly cautious person. You will think about alternatives and consequences but make up your mind fairly quickly."
Wao.... so as usual, someone can change a lot over just a couple years. Here 3. I blame grad school and lionfm. Yep, definitely my scapegoats there.
Whew, been thinking about that a while, I strongly encourage Hee-chan to give it a go when a chance arises. May be a good work break from all that stress. Ne? ^__~ *poke, poke*
x-posted to personal journal
Sincerely bored,
Shinigami Twin 04
(Quatre Raberba Winner)
I'm glad you were wondering. Well first off:
First There Was
Then There Was
My Personality
Neuroticism
69
Extraversion
15
Openness to Experience
49
Agreeableness
16
Conscientiousness
18
You rarely get angry and it takes a lot to make you angry, however you feel strong cravings and urges that you have difficulty resisting. You tend to prefer short-term pleasures and rewards over long-term consequences. You are not prone to spells of energetic high spirits. You tend not to express your emotions openly and are sometimes not even aware of your own feelings. You do not like to claim that you are better than other people, and generally shy from talking yourself up, however you believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. You are guarded in new relationships and less willing to openly reveal the whole truth about yourself. You take your time when making decisions and will deliberate on all the possible consequences and alternatives.
Free Poll
Whooga
for full report perhaps you can go here I don't know why technology only gets more and more difficult over the years. (sigh)
Well, here's the fun part, reanalyzing myself. Again.
It's interesting that my neuroticism decreased randomly. Perhaps it is an undulating cycle. The full reports tells my anxiety is like 91%. How lovely. I suppose grad school does that to you.
Depression is rather high at 69, but anger - 13% - and vulnerability - 43% - are low! ^___^;
Not surprisingly self-consciousness and immoderation are rather high at 75 and 88 respectively. What can I say... somethings probably never change. (sigh)
Although the description of how I'm panicky and worry about what others think of me... dunno. Well... maybe a little more than once was. But probably not all that much that it consumes my life. I'm too lazy to care too much to be honest.
So, my extraversion went down. Wayyy down. Wao. I got up to about 88 before, now down to like 15. Woa... not surprising since I'm all around lazying and never feel like taking the effort to interact with others these days. Grad school takes to much out of me I'm starting to think. Or maybe it is all part of the process towards becoming the perfect awkward chemist. So this means I'll pass orals??? *insert hopeful look here*
Overall, I think they have be dead on. I get overwhelmed doing too much and going. Interacting with a lot of people. I can enjoy it, but at the same time I need me time. Solo time. No da?
In general my extroversion breaks down as:
14% Friendly, 42% gregarious, 67% assertive, 53% activity level, 15% excitement level, and I guess 0% on cheerfulness. LMAO! It doesn't even give a number. Oh, that is priceless. 3 years ago I got at least a 5%. wao.... But college would give way to being more of an extrovert. And it was during the times of RA. So yea...
Well lucky for some people I'm still relatively open to experiencing new things. lol. Although not as much as I once was. Darn, getting old. Those glory days are officially behind me I guess. I'm all set in my ways.
My imagination is up though which is good for writing. But intellect down... perhaps passing orals isn't going to happen after all..... -__-;
I'm far, far less adventrous though... which is rather sad. I should work on that. And again with the no score... so I suppose zero on emotionality. Great, I get closer and closer to Heero Yuy as grad school goes on. This can't be good....
I think this is all pretty dead on:
"Often you find the real world is too plain and ordinary for your liking, and you use fantasy as a way of creating a richer, more interesting world for yourself. You love beauty, both in art and in nature. Sometimes you become easily involved and absorbed in artistic and natural events. You tend not to express your emotions openly and are sometimes not even aware of your own feelings. You prefer familiar routines and for things to stay the same. You can tend to feel uncomfortable with change. As a person who is open-minded to new and unusual ideas, you love to play with and think about ideas. You also like to debate intellectual issues and often enjoy riddles, puzzles and brain teasers. Often you exhibit a readiness to challenge authority, convention, and traditional values. Sometimes you feel a certain degree of hostility toward rules and perhaps even enjoy ambiguity."
Yep... although I'm not certain how I feel about not being aware of my own feelings... but I suppose that makes it even more accurate????
Anyway... moving on.
Wao... Im wayyyy less agreeable. Surprise, surprise. lol
Great, I have no morality and cooperation, and nearly no trust. Damn.... how lovely. I'd say I should work on that.... but.... yea.... the description is probably pretty spot on. But I've already admitted to being a terrible person. So whatever. Not hiding anything.
But there are redeeming qualities in there, I'm quite altruistic and sympathetic. And not surprisingly nearly 100% modest.
Lastly, consciousness, which hasn't changed much overall. But I strive to achieve far, far less. Wao... thanks grad school. Look what you've done to me. From 64 to 3.... that's terrible. Somehow I'm not very surprised. That explains a lot about my motivation....
Self-efficacy still just as non-existant as in the past. A little more ordered and OCD these days. But not by much, I was always rather prone either way. I'm more duitiful and more cautious. I wonder why the last part.... sense motive on everyone around me. (sorry, that was nerd. if you don't get it, be glad.)
Yep, I'd say tis so true it burns:
"Often you do not feel effective, and may have a sense that you are not in control of your life. You are a reasonably organized person and like to have a certain amount of routine in your life. You find contracts, rules, and regulations overly confining and are sometimes seen as unreliable or even irresponsible by others. Mostly you work towards achieving your best, although in some areas you are content just to get the job done. You find yourself procrastinating and show poor follow-through on tasks. Often you fail to complete tasks - even tasks that you want very much to complete. You are not an overly cautious person. You will think about alternatives and consequences but make up your mind fairly quickly."
Wao.... so as usual, someone can change a lot over just a couple years. Here 3. I blame grad school and lionfm. Yep, definitely my scapegoats there.
Whew, been thinking about that a while, I strongly encourage Hee-chan to give it a go when a chance arises. May be a good work break from all that stress. Ne? ^__~ *poke, poke*
x-posted to personal journal
Sincerely bored,
Shinigami Twin 04
(Quatre Raberba Winner)