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[rainbowgrrls]

I told Amanda yesterday morning that I think It would be a good idea if she and i didn't talk until she made up her mind about what she wanted in her life....Basically a relationship with Kirsten or one with me. She told me that she understood, then I said well I better get going for work and she said "what time do you get off" and I said "why"

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[allilicious]

i'm having the same problem myself with matt.

btu some people say oh they're just keeping you around for sex, or because they know that you will be there.

fuck, it's hard.

[rainbowgrrls]

Well I know that she isn't keeping me around for sex...We've really only done that once and well nevermind....Plus we hardly ever see eachother so I know she can't just be using me....sometimes I think maybe its to make this other girl jealous....Anyway....I'm sorry you're having a rough time too....Ill come over and pamper you and your foot okay? :)

[rainbowgrrls]

:) thanks for caring....I think I made the right decision...Everytime I talk to her I realize that I don't really miss her...Well I do but I guess Im seeing more and more of the person she is turning out to be or rather the person she really is....therefore it makes it easier....I don't know....I still want her in so many ways.....Im going to give it time...If she comes to me then great, but I doubt it....Btw I like your icon...that is one of my favorite movies.