i always said i wasnt good at keeping promises.. ive tried i really have.. i slipped. just another thing to add to my list of fuck ups.
yea i know.. amandas gonna be pissed. Rubbers is gonna be pissed... so is Perkins. but they will get over it. I cant take my depression meds i cant.. they make me too sick.

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happy fucking new year.. what i way to bring it in fighting with amanda.i dont want her drinking... bc im not allowed to cut and shes not allowed to drink or smoke pot.. but shes drinking.. in a another town with people i dont fucking know

Gotta love being home alone.. sitting out on the back porch with your dog in the fucking cold and watching fireworks over the lake... and wishing the person you love with your whole heart was with you and not out of town ( Read more... )

Another wonderful night with Amanda...as always.Producers was good.Gotta love a gay guy playing Hitler.. People behind us were a little annoying but eh.. Rubbers shows up.. like with 20 mins left in the movie.. LOSER... i <3 you Rubbers! i fucking hate how the damn drama people wrap shit... 30 LAYERS of shit kids.. 30! Ok so theres this guy named ( Read more... )

OMG ive gained 9 pounds in less than 2 weeks ( Read more... )

Christmas sucked.. major ass. I dont see Amanda til Friday and i really havent even talked to her since Friday. Its driving me CRAZY ( Read more... )

So people wonder why i hate christmas. I havent hated it all my life.. only the past 6 years. I hate christmas so much bc it was the only time i got to see my cousin Brad. Brad isnt here anymore... as many of you know. Brad was killed March 31st, 1999. That was also the day he was supposed to come to Bama for Easter.Brad was my buddy. He was my ( Read more... )

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