curl up n die

[rainbowkitten55]

I cry all the time, I wish I had something to make the pain go away and make me happy again. I wish that things were different, that I didn't feel this way.. But I do.. Like even on our anniversary Ry wasn't around and it hurts me so much

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I totally understand...

[deadly_desires]

I totally understand how you feel.. Sometimes it seems like I'm to blame and then it there are times when its all his fault.. I can never get it right... I'm constantly going back and forth in my mind.. He's a great guy.. and he's devoted to me in every way.. but sometimes I feel like he's not putting forth any effort...Its so confusing at times.. I don't know what to feel anymore.. Granted that we have are good and bad days like most other couples.. but we're not even dating anymore.. we broke up 7 months ago.. and yet it feels like we still are... Everyone tells me that I'll find bigger and better loves out there. but I don't think I will.. like I can't see myself waking up next to anyone but him..and i don't think i could love anyone else... its weird..

well this seems more like my life story than a comment.. but eh... it suits the entry... feel better...