Spoilers for the entire fucking game, guys.
Day 355: Unsaid, unheard.
Roxas wakes up in his room. "It's all just too much...Xion was part of that Replica Program. Made to copy my Keyblade... And when she left us, Axel helped her. Like he wanted her to go. If he knew, why did he wait so long to tell me? Is it because I'm the same thing? Xion and I are both special Nobodies. What if they made me, too? Xemnas said... Sora was what connects her and me. But who's Sora? And who am I to him? Axel knows. I'll bet he's been sitting on all kinds of secrets this whole time. He doesn't even have the guts to tell me the truth about me..."
Oh god Roxas you are so wrong on so many things it is kind of hilarious ):
In the lounge, there is no one but Axel. And the moogle. SECRETARY IS OUUT.
You get a choice! "Should I confront Axel? There may be no turning back."
IS THIS THE CHOICE FOR END GAME? WHO THE FUCK KNOWS ANYMORE! I click yes anyway.
Roxas: Axel. Axel: Hey, Roxas. Roxas: .... Axel: ..... Roxas: You find Xion? Axel: Like it's gonna be that easy. Roxas: I know... Axel: .......
THIS CONVERSATION IS SO AWKWARD
Roxas: Have you been keeping the truth about her from me this whole time? Axel: ...... [shakes head] Not the whole time. Roxas: When did you find out? Axel: Oh, I dunno. Somewhere along the way. Roxas: Didn't get it memorized, huh? Axel... Who am I, really? Axel: ...... Roxas: I'm special, like Xion. I know that. Axel: ....... Roxas: But the Organization wanted me out of the picture. Axel: [sighs] Yeah... they did. Roxas: Is it because Xion copied my Keyblade and they didn't need me anymore? Axel: ... Roxas: And you feel the same way.
ROXAS STOP BEING SO WRONG
Axel: No, you've got that part wrong. You'll always be my best friend. Roxas: Best friends are honest with each other! Who am I, Axel? Axel: [looks away] Roxas: Xemnas said me and Xion are connected to Sora. Who is that? Tell me! Am I a puppet like Xion? Axel: No... Roxas: What, then? Axel: You really think the truth is going to make you feel better? It won't. Roxas: What makes you so sure? I have a right to know who I am! How did I get here? Why am I special? Where did I learn to use the Keyblade? I deserve those answers! Axel: Roxas... Roxas: Are you gonna tell me or not? Axel... who am I? Axel: You've just gotta trust me, Roxas. Roxas: [turns away, shakes his head] I don't.
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Axel: Hey, c'mon... Roxas: If I can't get answers here, I'll get them somewhere else. Somebody knows where I came from. That'll be the person I trust.
BAWWWWWWWWWWWW DDDD8 fjkddjkjkdkdkl
Roxas in his room, holding the WINNER stick... "I tried, but... there's nothing left for me here. The answers are out there."
... Objective: Escape the castle. /c-cry You get to ... kill some dusks on the way out...
OH GOD THIS WAS THE END CHOICE WASN'T IT )': Also kill some Samurai. At the exit, there's Secretary Saïx, who says they don't accept resignations. orz... Roxas says he's got nothing to say to him. "Then, let's keep this short and sweet."
OH GOOD I THOUGHT I WOULDN'T HAVE TO FIGHT SAÏX BUT I DO. D8 boo. He's pretty easy to kill but still.
"Nngh... How much longer..." Saïx falls to his knees. "Kingdom... Hearts... Will your strength never be mine?"
Hrm...
.... no not that scene NOT THAT SCENE not... ;_; 'No one would miss me' fml fml fml fml FML!!!
D-Day 356: Place to Belong.
Elsewhere, Xion and Naminé in 3D! And then back in normal graphics-- Xion's surprised Naminé can see her face. "What do you think I should do?" "What do you want to do?"
FORGET THE LAST FEW DAYS EVER HAPPENED?
Xion looks at the drawing of her, Axel and Roxas. "I thought I knew at first. I wanted me and Roxas and Axel to be together forever. But then I started to realize these memories don't belong to me."
Stupid conscience.
"That's because you're Kairi. At least, the Kairi Sora remembers." Sora remembers Kairi being gothic? "The more I remember, the more I feel like I'm in the wrong place... like... Like I need to go back." "Back to Sora?" Xion nods.
I cry.
"If you return your memories to him, you'll disappear. And since everything about you was built on those memories... no one will remember you when you're gone. There won't be any 'you' to remember. I can't save you, Xion-- even a memory of you." "I know. I'm ready. Otherwise I wouldn't be here. Roxas belongs with Sora, too. But... I don't think he would understand. Not yet."
HE SHOULDN'T HAVE TO AND NEITHER SHOULD YOU AND ):
"He can't feel Sora. But he will." "Naminé, will you watch over Roxas once I'm gone? You won't be alone. I asked somebody else to look after him, too. It's just... there isn't anything else I can do for him." "All right." "Thank you..." "If you're ready, let's go see Sora."
;o; nooooo...
And then DiZ pops in. "Naminé, they've found us! They are on their way! That blasted puppet led them right to our doorstep! See what you get for trusting it?" Xion: I'll get rid of them! [she runs off] Naminé: No! Xion...
Axel versus Xion. ): 'Why do I always get stuck with the icky jobs?'
fsjkdsds oh my god this scene, I'm
that... dfkldkddjs
he got her back and ... and... but that SCENE...
HOLY SHIT QUINTON YOUR VOICE ACTING ;o;
Axel falls down. He's just as KO'd as Xion...
;;
Xemnas comes by and grabs Xion and. Just... goes... leaving Axel lying there on the floor... ;o;
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
Day 357: Tears
OH HA HA SQUARE. HA HA. MOCK ME.
m-meanwhile in Twilight Town. Hayner, Pence and Olette are being cute. I DON'T CARE MY HEART IS BROKEN. Roxas watches them from around a corner. "I guess... not all friendships fall apart."
NO ONLY THE ONES THAT I CARE ABOUT!!!! Roxas thinks he'll stop by the clock tower. You can save once you get to Station Plaza, which is good because I hadn't since Day 326... I'm still shaken up by that Axel scene oh goodie. ... The Organization moogle is there, too. Lol. What. IT WANTS OUR MUNNY OKAY. This is the stupidest moogle ever. ):
Well, if you're ready, click yeah to go up the clock tower, I guess. Sooob...
EMO SCENE OF EMO AND TEARS AND WAH
Xion sits down next to him and gives him some ice cream. ;; 'Look at me Roxas. Who do you see?' ... Holy shit, it's Sora's face with Xion's voice. Xion walks on air and then -- dfjfdjks WHAT THE HELL ;o;
Becomes this heartless Sora nobody MONSTROSITY fdkjsd and THROWS YOU INTO WONDERLAND WHAT FUCK YOU-- there's a Device there? Is that why... she takes the powers from the device oh god fuck THAT'S WHAT THEY'RE USED FOR???
FINAL BOSS FIGHT? FINAL BOSS FIGHT.
One level down! Then she brings you to Halloween Town, and changes forms again. Second form down, she brings you to Agrabah. Third form down! Is it down and out? ... Apparently not. Now they're both completely in darkness. Roxas runs towards Xion-- and walks into the sky of Twilight Town, and Xion's last form.
IT IS HUMONGOUS, AND IT HAS A GAJILLION HEALTH BARS, AND D8 AND THAT IS NOT BOSS FIGHT MUSIC THAT IS DEPRESSING MUSIC fdfjfsd it's a medley of a lot of themes, and -- fjkssdsds DDD8
I-- I beat her... anyway... Reality breaks apart and Xion falls down, and Roxas forgets about her. "Who are you again?" ... D: That's... but... that's...
She asks him not to let Xemnas have Kingdom Hearts, and then ... "See you again. I'm glad... I got to meet you. And of course, Axel too. You're both my best friends. Never forget... That's the truth..."
And Roxas ... remembers but it's too late and she dies and -- dfkfjkdssk only ... there's only a seashell left behind... And Roxas... cries and cries. and SO DO I!11
Axel, on his bed-- "How did this happen?" and he finds... the WINNER stick Roxas left behind...
/sobs
... Organization meeting room. Xemnas and Saïx have a talk. "Xion is no more." Saïx says. "It is probably for the best. Get me back my Keyblade wielder. Fetch me Roxas."
Saïx leaves, and I cry. Forever.
Day 358: Believe.
Roxas gets two Keyblades, since he's... got Xion's now.
YOU PLAY THROUGH ROXAS KILLING HEARTLESS IN THE RAIN THIS IS SUPER DEPRESSING AAAAgskjkdjds
And then, the famous scene from KH... Deep Dive... PLAY THROUGH THAT TOO I hate square
Riku ... ... Riku suddenly remembers Xion when he touches the Keyblade-- he has flashes of her... The scene ends.
"Who are you?" "What does it matter? I'm here for you." "Why are you trying to stop me?" "Because I want back the rest of Sora's memories." "Sora, Sora, Sora! Enough about Sora!"
I KIND OF AGREE SOB sounfair
"Do you have some kind of plan?" "I'm going to set Kingdom Hearts free! Then everything can go back to the way it was! Me, and Axel, and... and her can go on having ice cream together..." "Her? You mean Xion? It's a struggle just to remember the name now, isn't it? Either way, I can't let you go doing anything crazy." "I have to find this Sora person, and freeing Kingdom Hearts is the only way! I want Xion back. I want my life back!" "If you try and make contact with Kingdom Hearts, the last thing you'll get is your life back. The Organization will destroy you." "Shut up!"
R-Roxas... ;;
Then -- defeat Riku.
and then a bunch of scenes I'm not even going to described because I bawled and -- and -- and fdkjkdjks
dksklssldjkkjffal
fldkldfkldskld CRY!!1
Day 359: The first day.
Scene of Roxas in Twilight Town...
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"Only seven days to go, and then my summer vacation's over."
... And, start end credits.
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Oh fuck this
fuck this game
fuck it all to
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AND OF COURSE THE END PIC HAS TO BE ROXAS STANDING IN FRONT POD!SORA BEFORE IT TURNS TO AXEL, ROXAS AND XION BEING HAPPY AND THE END AND AFJDKKKKKKKKKKKK /s-saves
/cries
o look I unlocked theater mode
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/CRIES SOME MOOOOOOOOOORE
And thaaat was the end of my gameblog! Jesus Christ that was long. REGARDLESS. Now I can give you guys my thoughts on the entire game!
So, first off, I would like to mention that OF COURSE I bloody loved it I can never dislike a KH game. And I totally called me BASICALLY falling in love with Xion! I always said Nomura knew what he was doing, and I maintain that. It's HIS verse, always, which means yeah it works on retard science but I'm not into it for the logic of the plot or the Disney nostalgia factor but the stupid poignant character that I love.
Now that the declaration that I am a KHfag is all said and done, let's talk about what people called the 'main controversial issue' of the game. That is to say, Xion.
On Xion -- the spoilers I'd read (AAAAGES AGO) said that Xion was a replica of Sora. While I can see how one can come to that conclusion, it's pure bullshit! Xion was a blank state. She DIDN'T HAVE A FACE before meeting Roxas. The Organization was only hoping that the Replica would copy Roxas's capacities, and that's what they made her for.
But Xion didn't only absorb Roxas's powers, she also absorbed memories! Those memories gave her an identity -- she looks like Kairi because those are the memories Naminé erased/replaced of Sora first, and because Kairi is Sora's Most Important Person (tm). Later, she had almost all of Sora's memories inside her, WHICH IS WHY her appearance had changed to Sora's. For a few people.
What people see when they look at Xion depended on SO MANY THINGS. Saïx never saw her as more than a 'thing', a creature, and I think that's what Riku saw in her first, too. I'll repeat it again, SHE DID NOT HAVE A FACE. She only 'unhoods' (shows her face) to Axel when they're friends. So what you see is based on you/your interactions with her/your connection to Sora probably.
SO NOW THAT THIS IS ALL SAID, I love Xion. Xion was adorable, her interactions with the boys was always so heart wrenching, and NOT ONLY does she get a reasonable explanation for being the '14th' member, there was never a fourteenth in the first place and Saïx points it out himself. Since her existence is based on memories, everyone forgets her! There's no 'easy brainwashing' done! IT'S RETARD SCIENCE, BUT STILL. So yeah, I never thought Xion was a Mary-Sue and now I am convinced she isn't forever and I will argue it TO THE DEATH.
(Her secret report said 'I love Axel and Roxas' WHAT CAN I DO BUT LOVE HER??)
For people who said this game didn't explain anything, dude? It totally does. On his own, without influence, Roxas would never have started to wonder if people were keeping things from him. AND THEN. HE CAME BACK djkfsjks. Roxas as a whole got his entire character arc, and it is HEART BREAKING. And now we know WHY they absolutely needed Roxas to wake Sora up!
No it does not make DiZ any less of a douche.
We've also learned about Axel and Saïx's 'relationship' (in bed), and lots of tiny details that make Axel's entire character "make sense". OF COURSE NOW THAT HE'S GENERALLY NOT A OMG ASSHOLE 100% IN COM PEOPLE ARE GOING TO WHINE but I don't care I'm not into psychopaths, thnx. And -- well there's a lot of stuff that's explained, but I can't remember all of it, BUT MOSTLY the Nobodies make sense! And there are things that will tie in with other games, I'm sure -- the BBS hint, and the Chambers are never properly explained... and then there's the whole PAST Saïx and Axel shared, unf.
Also we get reasonable characterization for Demyx! And Xigbar and Xaldin. Luxord, uhm, not as much. BUT YEAH. Xemnas not really (but no one cares), and Saïx a hell of a lot, actually.
Overall? I loved this game. I do think it fits in the series 100%, NOTHING GOT RETCONNED, and the haters can go to the left corner and baw about a OMG A GIRL IN THEIR GAY. Please. Axel and Roxas are still just as gay, even with some het thrown in.
... And yeah I totally ship Axel/Xion/Roxas, but THE FRIENDSHIP! The fucking friendship, guys. IT WAS NOT ONE SIDED. And it's heartbreaking! And yeah I'm done now, I think.
the joke weapons are HILAAAARIOUS.
DONE!!1